o My World o

2007-02-08T23:48:00.000-08:00

IM BACK~~~

got back from campfeast ytd. was so freakin tired. totally drained of all my energy la.

my post for the camp is easy company oc. foxtrot company oc is wl. both of us are ocs for the first time la. the worst thing is we have nvr been pc or apc before jiu become oc le. damn dots. my last post is admin member at last year's specialist course. wat a big jump la. being oc is damn tirin la. oic & 2ic rushed us for things. den in turn we have to rushed the pcs for things. we are in the middle la. have to go to many places as well. damn tiring.

anyway booked in on sunday nite & only managed to watch the first half of the soccer match between spore & thai. many of the clts are like cramped into air district office to catch the match. but too bad la...2nd half start a while jiu have to go meetin le. meetin is same things as usual la. nth much. me & syamil didnt slp much as usual la. that wl sleep to death as usual den keep insistin that he didnt exactly slp. dots.

first day was quite busy la. some schs were late also. den result in us keep havin to change the strength. damn lor. whole thing was quite ok until i cock up. really damn la. also dont know wat i thinkin de. haix. made me feel so bad & didnt have the mood for dinner lor. den that stupid dc still keep disturbin me. keep talkin to me. hes blind or wat...cant he see im in bad mood den cannot leave me alone. den he still say....

"why chee meng...miss gf ah."

damn dots hor -_-'' den i replied...

"ya ya..."

stupid dc. almost all clts siam him la. actually i wanna eat in mph de. den that stupid wl keep insistin that we go eat with dc. dots.

evrything went smoothly on the 2nd day i shld say. but for some little things la. in the mornin all the logistics ppl were not around except haikal. the rest all still asleep. den in the end haikal go busy with other things den me & hakim together with some cadets settle the bedsheets & stuff. lucky i was the overall bunk ic durin clt course. got experience...hehe. got one clt overslept somemore den i still go wake him up. damn dots. no comments.

learn some stuff from this camp as usual. overall its fun & enjoyable la. especially workin with the 52nd clts. made some new frens from the 52nd. some of them are really damn mad la. like hazimah midnite still so high den keep dancin in the ops room la. den fahmy can act like so many character. made me laugh like mad.

finally settled my stuff as well durin sun nite. was so happy xD mood improved as well.

SPORE ROX~~

2007-02-04T16:25:00.000-08:00

MISS ME~~~

gonna book in to ncc hq later on for campfeast le. meetin syamil & wl at 6. suppose to reach hq by 8 la. but nth to do so might as well reach earlier to rot. haha.

this is my first campfeast. when i was a cadet theres no campfeast. den become clt le no time to go. kinda look forward to it la. but gonna pray hard nth will cock up. always got thing cock up is so damn bloody sian de la. so have to be alert at all times & make sure evrything is done well bei. hope will be able to enjoy this camp.

sian la. tonite book in means cannot watch soccer. asean football championship final!!! its spore vs thailand. the 2 powerhouse of asean. spore is leadin 2-1 from the first leg le. so as long as its a draw today spore will be crowned champions once more!!! though beatin them will be better la. haha. spore will win de. GO SPORE~~

hmm. kinda fan la. something still not settled yet. dont know wat can i do le. did all i can but still...haix. dont know how le la.

will be back on tues. ppl dont miss me too much ah. hee~

HAIX

misses...

2007-01-27T23:39:00.000-08:00

went back to NCC HQ supposedly for west clt de meetin. but only a handful of 51st clts & a big grp of 52nd clts attended the meetin. was a gd meetin though i shld say. have a chance to see & get to know some of them. will be workin with them very soon for the upcomin campfeast 1 in feb. hope it will be a nice one bei.

after that went to jalan kayu to eat prata with syamil, woei luen, clement, aisyah, shankra, sgt iskandar & lt rizal. the prata there is ok la. got to know from lt rizal that ncc uniform is gonna undergo changes as well. we are gonna put the singapore tag & change our name tag too. think its gonna start with the batch of sec1s that will be comin in. which is very soon bei. den he was tellin us clt ranks are also gonna change soon. no more clt. heard from him will have wat cadet 2lt, cadet lt, cadet captain etc. not finalised yet la. still designin. kinda look forward to it ba.

YEAH~~ spore beat msia in the asean championship. it was telecast live on channel 5. wanted to go to national stadium to watch de. but in the end no ppl to pei me go. but doesnt matter. its a very tense match la. damn excitin. the match ended 1-1 after full time & xtra time. lionel lewis actually blundered & let in a goal la. so freak. but lucky he saved the penalty shot. so shiok!!! was feelin so high after watchin the match. SPORE ROX~~ haha.

haix. exam comin soon. camp feast also comin soon. obviously lookin forward to campfeast more la. soon le. in one week time. hope it will be an enjoyable camp especially with the new 52nd clts.

haix.

2007-01-19T03:02:00.000-08:00

TIME TO REVIVE MY BLOG~~~

my blog has been dead for way too long le. shld be time to post my first entry for year 2007 le bei. though its very late le. but better late than nvr...hehe.

been kinda obsessed with takin pics of clouds recently. dont know y also. probably due to all the things troublin me recently bei. lookin at the clouds give me all the comfort that i needed even though its jus for a moment. a short moment is all i need. a short moment of peacefulness without any worries. i love clouds ever since i was a kid. still rmb the times when i loved to draw clouds. it seems so long ago...

took from outside classroom

nice...

went up to the 7th floor to have a clearer viewclouds before storm clouds at fuhua...

nth is goin well for me recently bei. whether its ncc or studies. it jus sux. i seem to be losin myself soon. i dont seem to recognise myself anymore. im losin my confidence. im losin evrything.

times have changed. cadets are no longer the same as wat we were in the past. nowdays they talked back to clts, attitude us & give all sorts of nonsense that will not be expected of us in the past. isit times have changed or isit that i didnt do my job to discipline them? i dont know....

i have been thinkin hard whether agreein to help nan hua is a mistake or not. i looked forward to the challenge there initially. the challenge to bring a unit up. but after goin there, it seems a bigger challenge than i have expected. first their clt have taught the cadets lots of wrong stuff which they dont know is wrong. its hard to correct them as it seems that they had been psychoed. nxt their teachers & the sch is not that supportive of the ncc unit. theres so many restrictions here & there.

i have been thinkin long & hard. isit a mistake in the first place? will syamil, woei leun & me be able to make a difference to nan hua. im startin to doubt my own ability as a clt, as a leader. am i even fit to be one? my bro had said before that i dont deserve my rank. do i have the capability to help to lift their unit up? im beginnin to see my own limits at nan hua. do i have the same capability as sclt wee hock, sclt steven ho & sclt chee kaur that helps to build fuhua ncc from scratch? all the qn marks have been appearin in my mind. its givin me slpless nites.

with my fuhua cadets

like wat wl has said...

BEING A CLT IS TOUGH. BEING A SCLT IS EVEN TOUGHER.

am i fit to wear the sclt rank. i really doubt so...

BEING A LEADER IS TOUGH. BEING A LEADER THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN OTHERS LIFE IS EVEN TOUGHER.

misses.

2006-12-17T23:17:00.000-08:00

long overdue post...haha
late for 1 week...ps ah

11 december, monday

PROMOTION DAY~~

received a sms from woei luen early in the mornin.... it read:
"WE ARE ALL PROMOTED...."
OMG!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY PROMOTED LE!!! haha. so lookin forwrd to this day hor.
finally promoted from clt to senior clt le. hehe. though no pay rise. haha.
so today have to go down to HQ NCC for the promotion ceremony.
kinda sudden la. den my hair kinda long. so rush to evo for my haircut.
on my way home from my haircut. i was stopped by this auntie that is helpin this ah pek.
it seems that he had fell down & hit the mental railin of the big drain.
his palm & the back of his head is bleedin. his shirt is torn at the back.
so helped the auntie to fu the ah pek to sit at the bus stop.
den more & more helpful ppl started to gather round to find out wats wrong.
but theres this freakin lady with her daughter that keep chattin on her phone loudly.
she jus act as if she didnt see anything & walked past. damn hor.
den theres this bunch of indian sec student keep lookin den walked past without helpin -_-''

so i helped to call the ambulance & stand there seein the ah pek so poor thing.
but at the same time im runnin late to meet adrian & wl at JE.
so i rushed home when the ambulance came & quickly bathed & meet them.
we took a cab down HQ from my hse there as we THOT we are runnin late.
it ended up that we are still early as ncc activity nvr ever starts on time.
so we had some small rehearsals while the 52nd clt course cdts look on.
rotted there for several hours till 4pm before the commandant arrived to start.
no choice wat. he big shot. im only a bloody clt.
its a short & simple ceremony.

finally im promoted la. though i've been a clt for less than a year.
i know some ppl is like not happy we can be promoted so fast.
who cares la. is mr chia wanna promote de. also not i go beg him de.

SCLT KOH CHEE MENG SCLT WONG WOEI LUEN SCLT ADRIAN LAM
congrats~~

promoted~~^^

sclt adrian & sclt chee meng

10 december, sunday

SHOPPIN~~

went out with syamil & sarah to shop today. actually only i shop nia la.
i was late as usual la. sorry boss. haha. den might as well waited for sarah who is havin tuition nearby.
went to town to check out the pirated shop that syamil's fren mention. he said its at far east.
find it kinda weird la. how come far east will have. den search evrywhr cant find.
in the end syamil called his fren to double check.
it turned out to be at lucky plaza. so walked over there to find it dao bi le. so sad la.
went back to far east to look for my jeans. saw one pair damn nice de. but damn ex la. love it lor. haiz.
decided to go bugis street to carry on the search as sarah suggested.

theres many ppl as expected la. sunday mah. den so hot & humid somemore. damn hor.
den we jus keep walkin ard & ard the same few lanes jus to look for my jeans.
so hard to find my size la. found something i like de but no size. haiz so jus keep walkin over & over again.
its super lucky for me & syamil today lor. saw lots of cutie pies at town. den go bugis its like evrywhr is jay's songs. hehe.
walked a few hours den finally found a jeans that fits me. FINALLY~~ haha.

after that we went bugis junction den suntec. we walked to suntec as sarah suggested. haha.
walked rd thinkin whr to have dinner den ended up at kfc.
happen to see khairul at city hall mrt station while waitin for train.
so long didnt see him. he didnt change much. so practically crap the way home. haha.

THANKS SARAH & SYAMIL FOR ACCOMPANYIN ME THE WHOLE DAY~~^^

dont know which psycho did that. lol

sarah's fav...naked hunk!!!

syamil.sarah

sarah.cm

buddies~~

nice lightings

the challenge...

so strong~~

even stronger...waha!!!

syamil.sarah.cm

hes enjoyin...-_-''

act shy again...hehe

2006-12-07T16:49:00.000-08:00

DEPRESSED ='(

NTH IS GOING RIGHT FOR ME

SUX

WATEVER~~

2006-12-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

had a mini ophir gatherin at serena's hse ytd. practically is jus the small grp of us la.
theres only abt 7 of us ba. me, sarah, corrine, xuan kai, darrell & joshua.
had a fun time durin the gatherin ba. though was rottin for some part. hehe.
played a board game that i have not played before de. its called "Careers" or something.
its something similar to another game that i played at settlers cafe. quite similar.
anyway was tryin hard to understand in the first place but got interestin as it goes on.
xuan kai is so schemin la. always kick me off when i paid the money le. poor me.
so ended serena won. i nearly won la. shall play it again nxt time. i wanna win!!!
so after that we went to play bball for a while before playin bowlin.
finally play bball le!!! so lookin forward to it. hasnt play for a long time.
so ended up playin bullet. my shootin sux la. keep missin. haiz. damn lor.
went to play bowlin at abt 4. i sux at it la. den hurt my finger somemore.
so became damn lazy & throw real slowly. but ended up havin a couple of strikes!!!LOL!!!
halfway through the game sarah went off for her tuition. so left the few of us.
after the game ended a while corrine also has to go off. so got josh to send her to mrt station.
im simply too lazy to walk so far la. haha.

after a while xuan kai also left. so left me darrell & josh.
were simply rottin on the sofa & watch tv. her aunt cook some hao jian or wat for us.
seems that she added alot of samba. the smell of it is enough to make me choke.
so all of us watched lord of the ring on channel 5 before goin home.
took lots of pics in between commercial breaks. take till darrell & josh so sian. hehe.
after that have to send josh & darrell to mrt station. they dont know the way ard.

kinda enjoy the mini gatherin la. hope to have another one real soon!!!

hes so happy??!!

act shy only...LOL

xuan kai . sarah

darrell . sarah

sarah . cm

i sux at this la

wats that mu ji doin???

the mess we made. hehe

joshua . darrell . serena . cm

with her bolster. lol

serena . cm

2006-11-28T22:18:00.000-08:00

gonna share some gd news abt fuhua ncc with all my frens. hehe.
fuhua ncc is the overall champion for the recent ncc annual shootin competition!!!
its damn cool la. its such a shockin news to me. well done kids!!!
its the first time we did so well at the annual shootin comp lor.
so proud of the kids. wat an amazin achievement for the sch.
we managed to beat all the traditional gd schs & came in first.
congrats to aloysius too. he was the champion for individual. so pro.

hmm...lookin back fuhua ncc has progressed so much le. damn lots.
from last time whr theres only one clt to the present 5 clts.
from an unknown neighbourhood sch ncc unit to 2nd best unit in the nation.
its really amazin to see how much we have progressed la.
we may have a high chance to be the overall best unit for this year ba.
hope we can really get that man. it will really be damn shockin.
especially we are only a neighbourhood sch that has a short history.
alot of ppl were alr shocked when we got the 2nd best. haha.
shall work on harder with evryone & strive on to be the best!!!!!!!

was kinda pissed off by some comments by some freakin clt.
a piece of shit that backstabbed me. such an arsehole.
thot hes an ok guy in the first place. didnt expect him to say such things abt me.
gonna prove him wrong & show him how much he suck. WAHA!!!

bless me.

2006-11-23T23:38:00.000-08:00

went to nan hua high sch for their ncc camp ytd.
i didnt have to stay though.
mr liu ask me to go & take a look at the unit.
i guess there will be many work for me to do in this sch bei.

met serena at around 6.30 in the morning. i dont know the way to her sch.
so rushed to the nearby 7-11 eleven to help her buy bottles before meetin.
her dad send us to sch with 2 other female cadets which i dont rmb who.
dont blame me la. im jus too nervous on the car to rmb the name le. hehe.
was alr feelin damn nervous the nite before & didnt slp at all.
i got even more nervous on the car. serena kept tellin me to relax. lol.
when i reach the sch it got worse. my hand was shakin even when im smsin.-_-''

while waitin for mr liu to come, nan hua's own clt came over & introduce themselves.
im too shy to approach ppl that im not shou with la. so lucky they came over.
they seemed to be expectin me. mayb mr liu told them beforehand le bei.
was practically crappin with them. usual introductions to strangers.
i was kinda surprised by something that one of them had said to me.
shall not say its who ba. but its really disturbin to hear it from a clt. haiz.
if i didnt rmb wrongly de hua...he said " the unit is kinda gone case....
i come back for fun only..." its something like this bei. only rmb bits of it.
wth...is this the kind of comment that shld come out from a clt!!!!
freakin piece of shit. moreover he used to be from the sch. dont he feel ashamed.
even if hes not from the sch he shld not be sayin such things as a clt. haiz.

so for most of the time im like jus hangin ard & observe the unit in one corner.
shall not say its completely disastrous...theres some gd points abt the unit la.
but its seems that there will be many things for me & syamil to do for the unit.
first thing i notice is that the whole unit lack in spirit. most of them look so low.
they had the sian look & give me a feelin its a torture to be there.
their foot drills is also very weak.i dont think they are taught well in their basics ba.
simple thing like not to move in a file etc all i can see from them.
most the common error can be seen when they are doin drill.
im quite amazed how come the clts didnt correct them on the spot. weird.
shld work on their basics & discipline when i go for their trainings.
some of their specialists are kinda weak in their teachings to the cadets.
mayb they were not taught how to teach bei. no worries ba. will be easy.
the last thing im wonderin is that how come the clts are runnin the camp for the specialits.
although i heard the clt sayin it himself that he doesnt want to run the camp for them.
but most of the time wat i see is the clt givin instructions instead of specialists.
can see some of them are too dependent on their clts.
should train them to be more independent & take control.

so thats wat i have mostly observed while rottin in one corner.
have to brainstorm & discuss with syamil wat to do to help them.
this is really a very big challenge to me both as a clt and a person.
im in a new environment with diff culture & tradition & im not from their sch.
its will take some time for me to adapt & for the cadets to get used to me.
me & syamil will definitely give our best to lift the unit up.
preferably both the gals & guys units will get gold award some time soon.
that would be the ultimate aim for us bei. but its not gonna be easy.
lets pray that we will get all the support thats necessary ba. baibai.

anyway thanx to sarah, serena & corrine. haha.
they kinda entertain & talked to me when i felt really bored.
lucky theres them around if not i will really rot to death.
xie le bei!!!!

challenges.

2006-11-12T19:07:00.000-08:00

im back from my third ophir trip le. pretty madness huh.
lots of happenin stuff as usual. but lucky no ling yi stuff.
got to know many frens as usual. shall try to keep my post short.
but i think its gonna be real hard bei. hehe.

DAY 0

reach HQ at ard 10. its kinda late la. syamil was held up in sch so no choice.
kinda regreted to reach so late lor. evrything was not done properly.
was kinda pissed off. then the stupid dc was like askin me & syamil lots of qns.
pls la. we came late how we know any shit. keep askin me whr are the teachers.
didnt slp for the whole nite with syamil. simply no mood to slp la.
so spend the whole nite doin the cadets grpin & chit chattin in the west office.

DAY 1

ard 6 went to the guys bunk to spread the news to fall in at 6.45am
coz theres too many things to do & 7 den fall in is kinda late.
not my instruction as usual & ended up i have to pick up the mess. haiz.
had difficulty informin the gals. coz cannot go into the gals bunk.
so i jus waited at the staircase hopin to see gals passin by & help me.
finally managed to get crescent gals but the teacher officer came out also.
damn lor. was shown some stupid attitude by her. damn pissed off.

im in charge of echo platoon. was kinda stressed when i see my platoon.
mainly bcoz theres many crescent gals that are so damn discipline.
then their teacher was jus sittin by their side. feel so stressed lor.
the whole platoon was lookin so sian & i was in a loss over wat to do.
kinda crap a little but they still seemed so uniterested in the things that im sayin.
me & syamil were in bus 1 with platoons echo & foxtrot. managed to leave HQ on time.

evrything went smoothly until the msia custom. something cock up again.
this time some cadets from bus 2 were missin. but by then bus 1 alr left.
so we asked the teacher for solutions & u could imagine how shocked we were with his ans.
"I DONT KNOW LEH. DONT CARE. JUST GO...."
WTH...is that the ans im suppose to get from a teacher officer. damn it hor.
so syamil ask the bus driver to check with the other bus. luckily evrything is fine.
the missin ppl only went to the toliet. lucky lor. freak the teacher officer.
he will be freakin responsible if anything happen to the cadets. he shld count himself lucky.
another incident happen at the break place which is yong peng.
he says to give the cadets a 15 mins break & so evryone got down the bus & went for their break.
personally i feel that 15 mins is freakin short but wat to do. hes the teacher. im jus a bloody clt.
so me & syamil practically rush to shop for chocs, drinks, etc den rush to toliet.
we managed to get back to the bus by 15 mins.when on the way back to the bus. i saw the teachers still relaxin.
den i tell syamil later they will definitely be late. hope they dont kb the cadets for being late.
yeah. how accurate can i get. they were really late. den he kb to me say hes unhappy with the timin the cadets took.
WTH...didnt they took the same time as u do. so wat right do u have to say they took too long.
ok fine. im only a clt. a freakin dog to some teachers. so i jus go against my conscience & say the cadets.
didnt say much. coz i know its not really their fault. jus do some show to let the teacher see nia.

so reach gunung ledang resort within the designated time. but felt so lost this time.
warrant kitto wasnt here to welcome. he retire le. kinda miss him lor.
a new warrant call warrant loh(low?) took over from him. lucky to see sgt norman ard.
its gd to see someone familiar around. at least not so sian. haha.
so the cadets went for their trainings all this. became their nanny as usual. take their bottles etc.

something happen again when assignin the cadets resort room.
the female teacher wanted to slp alone instead of sharin with the gals.
WTH...u think u are here for holiday ah. jus bcoz of u give us so many problem.
luckily sgt norman manage to get xtra room lor. feel like slappin her straight.

DAY 2

manage to set off on time at ard 7.30.
the poor nan hua gals who are suppose to share tent with the teacher damn poor thing.
they have to take the tents & stove while the teacher jus seems so relax.
so i got aloycius to help with their tent while i took their stove. so i ended up with 2 stoves.
takin the stove is damn pain lor. one of them doesnt has a handle & uses com skot.
its freakin pain to hold the com skote & by cp4 my hand is hurtin so badly.
the climb up to the base camp(cp4) is ok. i was leadin the front as usual with the gals.
nth much happen on 2nd day la. was slackin in aloycius & co tent talkin to them.
had lots of fun as usual at the waterfall. all the cadets were splashin water at me.
the whole platoon is much more fun as compare to the one at HQ.
mayb is evryone warms up to each other le bei.

DAY 3

a freak accident happen while collectin water before settin off to summit.
i fell down while climbin over a log to help cadet fetch water.
damn freakin stupid of me. shld have been more careful. so idiot of me.
so my toes & shin hit some rocks den its so damn bloody PAINFULL...nearly cry out lor.
toes & cuts on my shin is bleedin profusely. so jus wash it in the waterfall.
got some tissue & quickly dry my wounds & put my shoes on. dont wish to delay the whole grp.
kinda struggled up the summit. the toes are hurtin lots when climbin. kinda shit la.
struggled at some parts as usual. lucky there were serena & sarah who kept motivating me.^^
the view on the summit is nice as usual. took lots of pics on the summit with cadets.
its kinda warm at the summit la. coz close to noon le. can do some sun tannin. haha.
after that went down after some rest & managed to reach base camp before it pours.
was damn lucky lor. if it rains when we were comin down it would be so dangerous.
had aar with echo at nite & managed to know how the cadets feel abt the trip & me.
most of them was happy with the trip & seems to enjoy it. hope they learn lots from it.
crescent's comments abt me is mostly ok nia. some of them feel that i only took care of nan hua ppl.
damn hor. was kinda saddened by that but its true la. but wat to do sia.
seren, sarah & corrine were sick. sarah & corrine has asthma. of course have to care more for them.
moreover they have their teachers with them. nan hua has none. so poor thing hor.
explained all that to them. but its up to them to believe la. shrugs.
den serena & sarah back me up by sayin that its wrong to say im bias. im so touched at that point.
they were sayin how i helped etc. was damn touched by them. lucky didnt cry. hehe.
sarah, serena, corrine, xuan kai & darrell came to my tent at night for some chat.
andrew came along & keep insistin to join us in the tent. was so cramped lor.
was hintin to him cannot coz too cramp le but dont know he act blur or wat.
den kind sarah helped us boiled water for our midnite supper...CUP NOODLES. haha.
slp alone when evryone left. coz syamil went to slp with the other clts.

DAY 4

finally descendin down to the resort le. feel kinda sad la. coz last day le.
climbin was smooth & had lots of craps as usual.
when we were abt to reach the resort serena & i jus went mad & chiong all the way back.
really look 2 mad person lor. haha. but dont feel tired la. still got lots of energy.
so went to bathe, eat lunch & buy souvneirs etc. had certs & badges presentation before settin off.
was damn suay lor. no place to sit on the bus den have to share with the crescent teacher.
so i went to the back to join serena & co since they were also callin me.
feel kinda sleepy at one point & kind serena gave her sit to me. but i didnt slp la.
instead i was takin pics madly with sarah. took lots of nice pics on the bus. haha.
reach kranji at ard 4.30 den went to je for dinner with sarah, serena & corrine.
went to LJS den went upstairs to take neoprints.
they were complainin my face was the same for all the pics. wat to do. im always like that. hehe.
sarah had to rush off after that bcoz of her mum.
poor sarah lor. while rushin she forgot her purse den nobody notice it. i shld have double checked.

overall this trip is ok la. except for the teachers part.
met nice people like serena, sarah, corrine, xuan kai, darrell, francis etc
they are so fun to play with. lucky theres them in this trip.
other wise i would have been bored like mad lor.
thanx to evryone that make my trip enjoyable.
love ya guys lots. take care ah. shall have some gatherin some time soon. ^^
sorry for the long post again. ps ah. hehe.

2006-11-12T18:35:00.000-08:00

2006-11-07T20:25:00.000-08:00

meetin syamil at 9 pm later. bookin in to HQ for mount ophir.
this is my 3rd trip to ophir le ba. but still feel kinda nervous also.
no matter how experience we are things can still be very unexpectable.
things are unpredictable in this world. so lets pray for the best ba.
hope this trip will be as enjoyable as the last trip ba.
also pray that there will be no serious injuries or any ling yi stuff will happen.
hope i will be able to enjoy for this trip ba. gonna treat it as a holiday.
hope the cadets will as fun as the last trip.
better dont rain for this trip. but its kinda impossible ba.
its the rainin season now so its gonna be hard not to rain. haiz.

gonna miss lots of ppl. my sis, jies, gd frens etc.
anybody that i need to miss i will miss. LOL.
evrybody take care bei. wish me gd luck!!!!
will be back on sat. take care!!!

misses.

2006-11-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

IM BACK~~

didnt blog for one month plus le bei. kinda madness. its my pure laziness as usual bei.
haha.change my blogskin finally. have to thanx miao for helpin me make that pic up there bei.
how i wish i know how to use photoshop.

going to msia nxt wed for mount ophir again. syamil is also with me.
this time is without kh & wl...mayb will be a little borin bei.
both of us are like kinda mad. jus went durin sept den wanna go again.
guess its really kinda plain madness from the both of us again. lol.
hope this trip can be as enjoyable as the last one we went bei.
think its gonna rain this time round since its the rainin season le.
but shld pray hard that its better not to rain ba. its not gd to rain.
hope that can get to know some fun lovin ppl from this trip too. haha.
gonna take pics madly this time round. hehe.

something happpen while chattin with someone on msn jus now.
it leaves me quite fan now. really dont know wat to do. haiz.

fan.

2006-09-26T02:28:00.001-07:00

all alone in the room in the early morning
its a nice time to be deep in thoughts
jus cant seem to fall aslp now

been real busy with ncc these past 3 weeks
out of the 3 weeks 13 days are taken by ncc
went for range, imt, orienteering comp etc
learn lots of things through these activities
also get to know lots of cadets from diff sch
though stuff like cleanin rifles is troublesome
but somehow i kinda enjoy it
mayb its my passion, my committment towards ncc

after i become a clt i realise a lot of things
i have seen the dark side of ncc
it doesnt seem as perfect as what i have thought
what i think of ncc as a cadet seems so naive
though im disappointed with it but i wont give up
this is the type of life i enjoy
though there are cock ups along the way
but the frenship & appreciation i get from some ppl is enough to get me going on
great buddies like syamil, kar how & woei luen

after being a clt for almost half a year
i still dont think i have fulfil my potential
i have been hiding behind too much
didnt really stand out but neither did i cock up
jus an average instructor
jus like what i used to be...an average cadet
never ever have i been real outstanding

my bro used to be a supernumery
he had received award for outstanding clt
he was an outstanding cadet too
he had left deep impression in many ppl
even till now some ppl still talk abt him
but it seems like his younger bro is so much lousier
neither am i a supernumery
neither am i an outstanding clt
im not sure whether i left deep impression in cadets mind
ppl always expect me to be outstanding due to my bro
they always think i shld have my bro's standard
but i seem such a total failure as compare to him
haiz...

getting a few weeks break from ncc
coz sec schs are having their end of year exam
jus a nice break in time for me
enough time for me to let my hair grow a little longer
at least for the fringe to touch eye brow
den the back a little longer jiu hao le

2 more days to go....

wishes.

~love & peace~

2006-09-24T22:36:00.000-07:00

ok...back for my pics update after 2 weeks. LOL.
laziness as usual...hehe
lots of pics taken durin ophir
some pics from ncc dinner also
most recent pics are the last few bei

4 more days to go. =)

2006-09-11T23:51:00.000-07:00

hey!!!! im back from ophir le...
got back on fri
its a wonderful & gd learning experience for me

its my first trip as a clt to ophir
it turn out to be quite enjoyable
except for a few rascal that spoils it
after this trip i can confirm something
clts are really like nanny
coz the cadets ask us for practically evrything
"sir...u have any extra food?"
"sir...u have battery?"
"sir...u have extra chocolate?"...etc

we were blessed with gd luck for this trip too
its sunny throughout the climb
it only rained a tiny bit at the base camp
for a short while nia
no serious injuries except for some cuts
i got myself some cuts when i fell down during the descend
jus didnt concentrate for a while jiu fall down le
i fell sick on the last day also
had a sore throat & caught a little cold i think

this trip also proves something
clts & teacher officers can work well together
we manage to work real well together
we share food...crack jokes...make fun of each other etc
we were open to each other
it makes our job easier
the coincidental thing is...
one of the teacher officer...cpt tan
hes the teacher with me & kh to ophir 3 years ago
when i was a cadet =)
no wonder i find him familiar
the medic is a nice guy too
we shared lots of fun...jokes etc

something ling yi happen durin the nite on the mount
some guys & a gal claim they saw something
the gal was freaked out
i was kinda afraid too...but no choice
as a clt i shldnt show my fear
the gal is from my platoon...have to check on her
so syamil, mr siraj & me were practically busy with that
syamil & mr siraj did some prayers...i jus stood there
i know its stupid la
but i dont know chinese prayers work mah...so yah
the nites pass by quite peacefully with not much scare la
except for some incident my cadets told me

have to thank my platoon alpha also
all of them are kranji sec except 2 tanglin gals
they are a great bunch of cadets
they are lively & never fails to lift my spirit
at some stage they even encourage me
they had great team work... great character
its really my blessing to be their pc for the trip

its really a mixture of feelings for this trip
there are certain part durin the climb that i really feel like giving up
was tired & perspiring like mad
the exhaustion & fatigue...
i will never forget it
thanx to the rest of the clts, teachers, mdm chan & the medic jeremy
i will never forget the heart warming things they do
god bless evryone!!!

anyway last sat we went for the ncc dinner in hq
collected our award durin the dinner
our ncc unit is 2nd in national!!!!!
we are best in west also.
gonna upload the pics for ophir & dinner on the nxt post
keep a lookout bei
sorry for a wordy post again...hehe

unforgettable.

~love & peace~

2006-09-04T12:33:00.000-07:00

been dead from bloggin so long le
simply to lazy to blog le...haha
nth much to blog as usual

later gonna book in le
meetin the rest at je at 5+
going mount ophir expedition tml
fri den will come back bei

kinda lookin forward to it
the last time i went is 3 years ago
i went as a cadet
now 3 years later im going as a clt
haiz...so fast 3 years le
time fei de so fast

haven pack my bag yet
gotta pack my bag soon le bei
gonna miss lots of ppl
hehe =)
evryone take care bei
be back on fri...

misses.

~love & peace~

2006-08-20T15:11:00.000-07:00

haiz....sian. tml is the 1st paper le.
the paper is industrial management
hope to pass it bei. haha.
den engineering mechanics on wed
then its the end of exam!!! yeah!

ytd went to essential brew with ouyang & grace
wanted to study initially...haha
but in the end nua more...hehe
we reached there ard 12+
didnt see any customers inside other than us bei
its too early le la
feel kinda weird inside bcoz we are the only customers
ordered some drinks & fries etc de
rot till 3 den we move to the 2nd floor
shared some real lame & cold jokes
shared some ling yi ghost stories too
we ordered another round of drinks after shifting
ouyang & grace ordered some choco drinks
den i ordered some oreo drink
quite nice la...love oreo =)

didnt study much la
but had a nice nuaing session with them
too long nvr meet up like that le
jus love nuaing sessions with my dears
when will it be madness turn
miss them all la...haha

HAPPY BDAY TO MIAO!!!! (ytd...hehe)

love it.

~love & peace~

2006-08-15T11:35:00.000-07:00

yeah...im back from national camp le
its a really 'wonderful' experience i must say
got to learn lots of stuff during the camp
but also ended up doing lots of sai gang

im under warrant mathy durin the camp
we are in charge of paintaball station
the camp is held in pasir labar camp in boon lay
our station is a very big area
had lots of difficulty to set up & clean up
have to clean up the buildings on the last day
was dead tired evyrday
those doing paintball de have to slp in bctc
(bctc = basic combat training centre)
its a very old camp that is used for reservist now
its a big contrast to the new sispec nearby
woei luen, syamil & co get to slp in sispec
its really like a chalet minus the air con la
whereas my place is so run down
its almost kampong like
its reminds me of my uncle hse in msia...haha

i was a little sick before i go camp le
had a little sore throat the night before
but it got worse during my first night in camp
i probably caught a cold after bathing
coz the bathing rm has no curtain or door
den i came out without my top
after that i keep sneezing throughout the nite
the bunk we slp in is also very dusty
seems like its being left untouched for long
thick layer of dust

our paintball station is deep into forested area
its damn hot during the day
i got quite tan bei
our station have limited water to drink
coz the water point is at the mountain biking station
its some dist away from us
so i only managed to drink like 2 litres during the day
i was the enemy in the building for the first day
i was also the first person to be shot...LOL
the pellet brush past my right arm & it goes numb
ITS DAMN BLOODY PAINFULL!!!!
it got swollen & blue black
the pellet brushing past already caused this
imagine u are shot with full force on!!!!
but luckily im the enemy only on the first day
the rest of the days i am doing briefing for the campers
im also in charge of helping them put on their safety equipments
imagine im down with a cold then still have to talk so much
theres once whr i talk till 'run voice'...haha
the campers were like laughing madly...so ps lor

the worst period during the camp has to be doing road marshal
its not even my job to do that lor
but shrugs...they doesnt have enough ppl to do it
so jus got to help them lor
so me & sgt norman were staioned at some ulu forested area
we were standing there from 6+ til ard 8
jus to guide the traffic
but somehow i feel our job there is some other thing
its to feed the mosquitoes & eat the dust of vehicles passing by
LOL...its pure madness...being in such a ulu place
had some nice chat with sgt norman to kill the boredoom

theres a campfire on the last night of the camp
its a usual campfire with the usual stuffs
its damn bloody boring
so me, jian zhi & chin ann were rotting there
got to see syamil & the rest there too
something happening happened while rotting
my nose started to bleed...-_-''
its been years since my nose bled
so syamil & wl helped me to the toliet
it stopped after a while
it truly spoiled my mood & i became quite irritated
started to curse certain uniform grp...hehe
better not to mention which one...later kena shoot..haha
only those ard know bei...hehe

i kinda pity syamil & co
think they had a tough time doing their job
especially under our dearest dc...HAHA!!
(dc = district commander)
theres some kuku ppl in their grp also
was told that some ppl keep mia from their duties
shldnt comment on it since im not involved
can see that syamil & wl was quite irritated sometimes
keep it cool buddies...these type of things always happen
the only thing we can do is to do our job well
worse come to worse we help to cover their backside
then make sure the cock up is minimised
lets work hard together bei!!!
go buddies!!!

gotta thank jac here too
she has pei me msg to kill my boredoom in camp
especially when im doing road marshal whr im real bored
xie le bei jac!!!
thanx!!!....haha

mixed feelings.

~love & peace~

2006-07-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

im tired...real tired
can someone jus save me from all this shit
i jus wanna take a break
take a good rest
all troubles & problems pls go away
jus leave me alone
what is happening to me
am i still being who i am
AM I???

tired.

~love & peace~

2006-07-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

alright....back from my mia ness again
simply too lazy to update blog

had mde games last fri
(mde = multi disciple engineering division)
its like some sort of inter class competition
classes from year 1 to 3 will take part
i took part in bball
teammates are thierry, jun kang & adrian
jason is the captain...LOL
got the runner-up spot in the end
its kinda easy la...coz only got 12 teams
its a knock-out format competition
we played against a year 3 team in the first round
beat them without much difficulty
was kinda surprised with my accuracy in shooting
my frens were equally surprised...hehe
was suppose to vs year 1 class in round 2
but they wasnt present so its a walkover for us
so like that we were in the last 3 le
kinda easy right
then in the last 3 we won 1 & lost 1
only lost to the eventual champions
they are real gd...worthy champions
i really suck in bball now
only left my shooting with me
more of a shooter now...haiz
cant even take people on...jus sux

went back to fuhua for ncc training ytd
ytd was the passing out parade for the part d (sec 4)
the part d will be relieved of their duties
then part c (sec 3) will officially take over from them
evrything is kinda ok la
but i feel evrything was not quite organised
especially the part d who were damn slack
they looked kinda blur at times
dont understand what are they trying to do

was kinda pissed off by the part d at the end
the whole day ended on a sour note
somebody messed up the ncc room
i believed it to be the work of the part d
was told that they think since they have already passed out
they should create a mess to let the part c clean up
but sadly nobody wanted to admit to it
was kinda disappointed...real sadded
the whole day they showed me freaking attitude
in the end they still did such a childish act

was equally disappointed with yee cheng today
he was jus appointed the unit rsm ytd
kept reminding him to cut his hair short
reminded lots of times le
told him again on msn again
but his reply sadded me alot
he said he will do his job as a rsm well etc
then he said evryone has a weakness including clts
den his weakness is his hair coz he very ai mei
so he cant bear to cut his hair...wth
all the craps jus to say he wont cut hair
i told him if he cant bear den i rather not to have a rsm
have to take actions against him if he continue so
my hair before i cut is way longer than his
but for the sake of becoming a clt i cut it
way shorter than his hair now
so is he trying to tell me his hair is more impt???
much more impt than his rsm post???
now then i know he think so lowly of the post
haiz...

was so damn pissed & disappointed with the part d
y must they disappoint me like that
especially yc who showed me so much potential back then
haiz...

disappointed

~love & peace~

2006-07-09T14:15:00.000-07:00

sec 3 camp ended on fri
its more fun than the one i had last time
but it wasnt a particularly gd for us seniors though
wl, kh & me were like some pathetic xtra there
feel kinda shit & the instructors doesnt seem to like us
haiz...

the 3 of us were stationed at kayaking
considered kayaking instructor also la
kayaking only started in the afternoon for 1st day
but the sun is scorching hot
the freaking shit is we didnt bring sun block
so being chao ta is predictable bei
we kayaked for the whole day on the 2nd day
it started from morning till evening
we only came up for lunch & 1 toliet break
but the weather is kinder to us on 2nd day bei
a slight drizzle & no scorching sun
we had a really fun time with 3b during kayaking
had the most fun with that class
after beachin up we were splashing water etc
farhan & chian kiap capsized kh
den kh & chian kiap came & capsized me
someone even threw mud at me
its total madness la
its real chao ta for me at the end of kayaking
mr khusni is damn funny la
he even put food in his kayak to eat
got lays, pepsi twist, biscuits etc
but gd also coz we get to benefit...hehe

during night walk i went to disturb 3b again
they were blindfolded & was brought around
i got some grass & keep tickling their hands, legs etc
some gals got real scared...lol
theres even a guy wanna elbow me
lucky i siam fast...haha
but after a while no fun le
coz they know is us distrubing them
especially valerie coz she can see...cheater
but overall still ok bei

campfire is freaking shit for us seniors bei
we were totally left out...total xtras
evryone was thanked except us
totally left out...mayb nobody even notice us
it left the 3 of us in kinda bad mood
wat freaking shit
evryone was so high except us
XTRAS...thats what we are
evry class was so high with their instructors
all except us...nobody bother with us

mr teo & mr chia did thank us back in sch
but we werent present in the hall at that time
we were drinking milo in the canteen
but it didnt help as much bei
jus a tiny winy bit of comfort for us

was reading some sec 3 ppl blogs
i was totally sadded
nobody mentioned a tiny winy bit abt us
nobody cared abt the XTRAS
felt so unappreciated & not needed
imagine we were under the scorching sun for 2 days
one full day on the 2nd day somemore
den got ourselves sun burnt & all tired
only to be forgotten & overlooked in the end
jus feel so freaking shit...sux
their instructors are all they care abt
but did they get burnt like us...freaking no

was totally pissed off with one of the instructors
his name starts with a M & ends with N
he got the best instructor award
who care the freaking shit abt what award he get
hes jus some freakin ah beng from a blue ug
dont care whether hes really that gd
he dont like us seniors especially
he dont like our presence
keep talking to his grp ppl abt us
but freaking shit...my cadet is in the grp also hor
my cadet came & told me what he said
was freaking irritated
from sec 3 ppl blog he seems popular
but i dont give it a shit abt him

had some gd times with my cadets after the camp
somehow it lift up my spirit
went to je sports complex to eat kfc
after that we went swiming together
its the first time i went swimming with them bei
its a great bonding session with them also
had a great time at the pool

get to know some ppl during the camp
its great to know more juniors
but its freaking shit theres some ass around
totally spoil evrything...jus sux
jus feel so unappreciated
so outcast & left out
haiz...

unappreciated

~love & peace~

2006-07-03T23:56:00.000-07:00

haiz...beckham has stepped down as england captain le
totally sadded by the news
for those anti-becks de people must be good news bei
just totally no mood when i get to know it
first england got eliminated
now beckham stepped down
double blow sia...

damn disappointed that england got knocked out
can check with cai, sis or syamil how sad i am
was totally sadded & no mood when the match ended
didnt even bother about france vs brazil
freak gerrard, lampard & carragher
why in the freaking hell they missed the penalty
especially the stupid lampard
play so well for chelsea but so lousy for england
he didnt perform at all for england at world cup
beckham was critisized so badly if he didnt perform
but why wasnt gerrard & lampard being shoot as well
ronaldo is kinda extra in the rooney incident
also not his problem he go find referee for what
beckham got himself injured as well...what a time
he even weeped when he has to go out...haiz
mayb if beckham & rooney were still playing...
england wouldnt have lost on penalties
they were controlling for much of the game

this world cup is freaking shit
even brazil lost to france...wth
nothing much left to watch for this world cup le bei
hope portugal will win the world cup
coz only the champion will eliminate england...hehe

more pics coming soon
lots & lots of it due to my laziness to blog
keep a look out bei
anyway...milubin came back from revival!!!
at least something to be happy about among the disappointments.

bye england...

2006-06-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

ok...here comes my update abt ake
jiexi...happy with it le mah...lol
i know late by many days le la
came back from ake on sun
(ake = annual kayaking expedition)
had an enjoyable camp from fri to sun

book in on fri with syamil & wl
reach sstc at around 9+ close to 10
(sstc = sembawang sea training center)
by the time the meeting has already started
so the 3 of us just stayed with the cadets
go meeting also rot nia
so were talking some craps with my cadets
eat our supper that consist of a samosa & a bread
ate the samosa only..the bread kinda sucks
wanted to study after the cadets went to slp
but ended up talking abt ghost stories...LOL
we slept to slp at around 4am on the beach chairs
i keep waking up as usual
den i woke up at around 5am & wake the rest up
was shocked bcoz the cadets were already here liao
its kinda shit for breakfast
not bcoz its not nice...but its too little
soon the cadets launched out to begin the expedition
it also marks the start of our rotting time...hehe
we went back to slp till around 9.30
coz we have to set off for changi
so helped to load evrything up the tonner
evrything from masking tapes to our bags were loaded up

the trip to changi took abt 30mins
most of us were slping
all the work starts when we reach changi
but only me & jason went over to lunch point to help
coz there are only 2 vehicles
cpt oliver's & warrant thomas de
den the lunch point is at another side of changi beach
so after setting up the lunch point
me & jason were rotting at the beach
coz have to guide the cadets when they come back
den jason shun bian did some sun tanning...LOL
we were so bored that we ended up digging holes in the sand
it started to get real busy when all the cadets came back
have to get them to fall in den take strength
den make sure they take their lunch etc
soon they were back to sea & our rotting time starts again
we waited for the bus to come & fetch us
waited for almost 20mins...
we were den sent to cstc after that
(cstc = changi sea training center)
we were all like shocked when we reach there
its really like a resort over there
the real shock came when we enter the ncc room
its air conditioned & theres a balcony
the best of all is that its has a sea view thats is damn nice!!
all of us was taking pics madly then
after that we were rotting around in the room
jason playing with the laptop as usual

soon the cadets came back den we went down to help
have to guide them in & pull them up
evrything was settled quite quickly
den they were served their dinner followed by bathing
so rotting time again for us
syamil, wl & me just hang around & waited for the cadets
den after that the clts took turn to bathe
was kinda irritated by cadets during aar
(aar = after action review)
theres this guy that is from chua chu kang sec
he voiced out lots of opinions but mostly nothing constructive
after aar is supper den slping time for cadets
the supper is real pathetic
2 fish balls & a tiny cream cake
its damn freaking shit lor

after the cadets were asleep
the few of us decided to order our supper...MAC!!!
but it took 10 years to come
cannot blame him also...cstc is in a kinda ulu place
its damn deep inside changi
its real errie at night lor...kinda scary
we even asked the delivery man he heard anything
den also asked him was he scared
he tell us he just sped through the long stretch of road
so we wish him gd luck when he went off again...LOL
we had our supper den went to slp
by then its already 2+ in the morning le
its real cold at night & i keep waking up as usual

woke up in the morning with shity breakfast again
a pathetic hot dog bun...freak lor
after that had to load up our stuff back onto the tonner again
coz most of us are going back to sstc
me, syamil & wl took the assualt boat back to sstc
its a great experience since its my first time on an assualt
but its a long way back to sstc from changi
we took 3 hours+ to get back
it could have been faster if not for the boston whaler
(boston whaler is the name of another boat)
coz our assualt & the whaler is the first 2 boats back
den the whaler is damn bloody slow
so ended up our assualt has to go slower to wait for it
so we ended up taking a nap on the boat
evryone was damn fed up with the whaler
the saf boat driver was scolding vulgarities
den he sped off after being too fed up with waiting
nevertheless we managed to catch a few glimpse of bikini babes along the way
they were playing wake boarding

we finally reach sstc after some time
but to our horror...we were the only ncc ppl there
the worse of all is that the tonner is not even back yet!
so we were there with no food, water & money
den we jus slp on the bench while waiting for ppl to come back
some officers finally came back after some time
they gave us some can drinks & chocs
it taste so heavenly at the moment...haha
we went to wash the boats after eating
most of the clts came back when we were washing the boats
den the horror came again
the tonners that were loaded with 54 kayaks arrived
and who is supposed to wash them...its US!
so we just get on with job & got it done real fast
by then evyrone was real high le
was using the hose to spray evryone
no one is dry after the work is done
after that is photo taking time!!!
had plenty of madness after taking photo
kok teng(oic) & LTA bryan was thrown into the water
after that is finally the bathing time
went to north point altogether after that for dinner
there was around 20 ppl altogether
after finishing the few of us went back to hq for meeting
got back home at 10+
den its immediate knock out for me
totally exhausted & too tired

had a great time at this expedition
except for some little stuff which i refused to rmb...lol
wanted to thank the people from the land party
especially jiexi aka ghost aka baby...hehe
thanks for not haunting me so much during this expedition
haha...just jking la...evryone has been a great help
hope to see some of you guys around some time
wont forget you guys de!

the sky at changi beach

changi beach

at changi beach too

kayaks beached up on changi beach

sea view of the ncc office at cstc

office's sea view

nice clouds

rizduan, wl, me, syamil. at the office's balcony

ake 2006...clts & specs

2006-05-30T16:28:00.000-07:00

i'm real sick now after 2 camps in 1 week
damn tired & sick
down with cough, flu & voice hoarse
was almost driven mad by cadets of 2 schs
acs(I) & tanjong katong
they are damn bloody attitude & seems so arrogant
no matter how the clts scream
they doesnt seem to even bother abt us

i didnt have much to do over at the yacht club
coz i'm in logistics & in charge of ration
but there are saf ppl in charge of ration le
so i just help syamil & woei luen when they are busy
but most the time we are not...LOL
we even went to the arcade with a teacher officer
shes from maris stella high & shes damn nice
shes like a kid also lor...damn lol
the way she play arcade is pure madness
she even treat the clts to play also
other den playing arcade
all we do during our free time is slp & eat
we feel as if we are at chalet...hehe

we slp very late evry night
coz dont really feel like slping
theres an air con rm for us to slp
but we chose to slp in outdoor with the natural air con
its damn freezing cold at night lor
lucky i got bring jacket
theres a lot of mosquito also
on the 2nd night theres even a 'ghost' disturbing me
she slap my cap whenever i make a single sound
we even woke up seeing her still reading a book
in darkness somemore...mad...hehe
before we slp on the 2nd night we were talking to some teacher officers
one of them is from acs barker
he was telling us how haunted his sch is
and the way he say it is like an evryday issue...lol lor

its damn bloody mad to have 2 camps in 1 week
got so sick & weak now
somebody pls remind me nvr have 2 camps in 1 week again
its really pure madness
but i have really learn a lot of things
get to know a lot of ppl also
especially the 'ghost' that disturbs me at night. LOL
but there are some ppl that are equally irritating
just freaking noisy & lame & full of craps
cant they just shut the freaking shit up

woei luen & the 'ghost'...LOL

2006-05-25T23:58:00.000-07:00

gonna be gd & update abt fuhua sec 2 camp
went to ncc hq for the camp on mon & tues
its kinda of pure madness
on the verge of going mad soon for the camp...LOL
its real havoc in the camp
its not within my control anyway...shrugs
only can kan kai dian bei

report at fuhua before morning assembly on mon
feel kinda weird
feel like as if i'm back to sec sch time
but kinda miss the days
met kar how & woei luen before that
saw the sec 2 students waiting at the parade square
they seems to be looking at us weirdly la
as if we are some aliens or what
dont know why also lor
feel so paiseh...
after that took the bus together with 2a to hq

reach hq le den got a real freaking shock
there are no other clts helping out
which means the ratio will be
3 CLTS : 300+ STUDENTS!!!!!!!
after reaching hq is all work for the 3 of us
have to settle their bedsheets, blankets, bunks etc
i even went to each & evry girl bunk to open window
was perspiring way before the actual activities start
i was assigned to low element together with kar how
we are in charge of the tp shuffle
woei luen went over to the motivational course(moc)
hes so lucky la...its much more interesting there
i did most of the talking at tp shuffle
kar how is simply too bored to talk...lol
was repeating the same thing from morning till evening
"Hi...welcome to amoy quee camp ncc campus...blah blah"
some of the classes are quite co-operative
but some are real disasters
they are constantly driving me to the limits
but no choice...have to bear with it
cannot scold them mah...haiz
was constantly made fun by the gals
bcoz wo hao qi fu...='(
i'm too kind la...hehe

some of the sec 2 ppl are really mad
they think its their father camp la
run evrywhr & play catching
play with water cooler some more
whats so fun with it huh...-_-''
they even wear slippers at night after bathing
they are suppose to go for lecture at mph
den they walk all the way from their bunk to mph
i really wanted to faint la
if commandant see it den the clts surely gone case le
but i dont blame them
i blame my ncc cadets for not reminding them
slap them upside down arh...

the food from singapore food industry(sfi) is really sucky
reminds me of the time in clt course
sick of it le
having more of it this weekend
HELP ME!!!!!!
a miracle actually happen during the night
mr teo actually drove kh & wl out to buy supper
he paid for it also!!!!!!!!....lol
we had pratas for supper...its supper nice
mr khusni ate the most...2 eggs & 2 kosong
the 3 of us slp in the ops rm at night
its air conditioned de...hehe
even the teachers dont have air con room...haha
but theres no bed inside la...so we use blanket as bed
kept waking up in the middle of the night
was real cold coz its raining outside also
kh & wl were slping like a log
more work was waiting for us the nxt morning
had to collect back the bedsheets etc
was busy collecting while the students had their breakfast
lucky i had my ncc cadets to help me out
if not really can die

after that we set off for macritchie resevoir for hiking
the 3 of us followed mr loh's class - 2d
had more craps with them la
the hike is quite boring la
wl & i were walking behind the class
den my usual craps with some of the girls at the back
saw some monkeys, squirrels & weird plants
went back to fuhua at around 11+

i'm having a cold & cough after the camp
think is bcoz of running in the rain back to mph
got to know a lot of sec 2 ppl from this camp
most of them doesnt know that we are fuhua's student
had lots of craps with the students
but overall its fun with them
though i dont really know them before the camp
learn a lot of stuff during the camp also
like how to run the stations etc
its a wonderful learning experience for me
hope its the same for them also

after the camp on mon & tues
i decided not to go sch on wed
coz only for 2 hours...
the lecture is kinda bored also
so called my friend help me sign attendance
met sis to go to ecp at 10+
took a bus from sim all the way to enous
its a long way there
we went over to rach's hse 1st
dont really feel like leaving after entering her room
its too cosy & comfortable
its a bad mistake to enter...lol
we rotted in her rm for a while
went to parkway center for pool after that
i won the battle 6 - 4....hehe
was kinda pa jiao in the beginning
miss all the freaking easy balls
but started to warm up at the end
we walk over to ecp after pooling
decided not to cycle bcoz of tiredness
we went over to 7-11 to buy drinks & find a place to rot
sat there a while & chatted
after that we took 197 back to je from parkway
it took 1hr & 30mins to reach jurong east!!!!
freaking shit la...sit till my butt pain
the whole freaking thing abt the whole day is:
WE ONLY TOOK 2 PICS!!!!
damn LOL lor...how the freaking hell is that possible

not gonna be around for the weekend
going camp again from fri to sun
gonna miss you guys
take care bei

i love my sis (as requested by her to say...hehe)

i love my sis 2(as requested by her to say...hehe)

this is my sis. weets.(as requested by her once again. hehe.)

~love & peace~

2006-05-22T01:30:00.000-07:00

hasnt been updating for some times le
nth much to update anyway
my weekend is real tiring
got a little burnt too
but not really serious
get to know alot of people
learn some stuff also

i'm not gonna be around on mon & tues
going for fuhua's sec 2 camp in hq
haven talk to sis & jies for a few days le
kind of miss them
but know that they a great time at the zoo
its just too bad that i cant go for the zoo trip
how i wish i could go too
haiz~
gonna wake up early later on
need to report to fuhua before morning assembly starts
i feel like i'm back to sec sch life again..LOL
not much time left to slp le
brb in 2 days...bye bye~
*misses*

~love & peace~

2006-05-11T17:48:00.000-07:00

pics, pics & more pics
some are recent pics
some are taken during clt outing
some are taken during clt course
lazy to blog the details
hehe...

2006-05-03T23:22:00.000-07:00

has been kind of zi bi lately
hasnt been going out
after sch its straight home
den shut myself at home
when at home i'll shut myself in room
i'll either be sleeping or using com
not really in the mood to go out either
dont know why also
just dont feel like it
my zi bi ness is coming back

all the camps please come faster!

~love & peace~

2006-04-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

been quite boring for this week
nth much to update la
hasnt been online much this few days
coz my bro invaded my com..lol
class been boring
lessons been boring
can you imagine
a lecturer talking abt a slide for 20-30mins
just ONE freaking slide
FREAK IT!!!!!
killing me would be a much better way out

nth much has happened this week bei
except for sis ba
happy for her la
hope she'll be xing fu & kuai le
i'll definitely be there if you have a problem
i'll always be ready to be on duty
anyday, anytime, anywhr...24/7
provided i'm free la...hehe..=X
if you are ever bullied pls dun hesitate to tell me
i'll be the 1st to help you
gan dong bei
where to find a bro like me

~love & peace~

2006-04-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

finally pass out as a clt le
FINALLY!!!!!!
just came back ytd afternoon
had a great week
had lots of fun with my pcs & platoon mate
i'll try to recall what i did for the whole week
its gonna be a long post

17 april - mon
tried rappelling & paint ball today
its a brand new experience
coz its my first time trying both
rappelling is damn fun
though i'm a little scared of heights..hehe
but manage to overcome it & have fun
paint ball is kind of disaster for me
my grp won but i was shot
not by opposition...but my own ppl
just practically madness la
i was hit on my hand & legs
its damn bloody painful lor

had mutual test in the afternoon
a little cock up happen
but manage to clear it overall
phew~
almost half of the whole course have to book out today
coz today there is camp feast for sec 2 cadets
then they need to use our bunk
so many ppl book out to make space for them
only left 2 bunks for us
had a really long free time today
from ard 8pm to 10.30pm
the longest we ever had
had a nice chat in the bunk with my platoon mates
like syamil, terence, yonghao etc
a little incident happened concerning a 50th clt
but think shld keep my feelings to myself bei
just to keep out of trouble..hehe

18 april - tues
suppose to go for imt range today
(imt = individual marksmanship test)
but cock up happen as usual
coz ncc = no cockup cannot...hehe
we went to nee soon camp for imt
but when we reached there & waited a while
we got to know that we are at the wrong place
we are suppose to be at another camp
so we waited the whole morning for nth
went back to hq without doing our imt

attend a talk by a saf colonel in the afternoon
all of us wore our no. 3 uniform
its the first time i'm wearing it
look pretty smart in it bei...hehe
had a hard time staying awake as usual
i sit in the second roll somemore
damn suay lor
so die die have to stay awake
receive our invitation card today
so most of us book out tonight
coz have to give to our parents
book out at 7.30 & have to be back by 10.30
so faster rush home & went to have a haircut
cut till damn bloody short...ugly like shit
*cry*
but feel much more cooler after i cut it
long time never cut so short le

19 april - wed
went to live range today
its been ard 3 years since i last went to a live range
all my bullets manage to hit the target
heng my marksmanship skills never drop...hehe
i'm the 1st detail to go into the range
so practically had lots of time rotting there
we were told to write an essay on leadership while waiting
so i practically wrote craps on it
brain not functioning that well to think

had situational test & summary excercise after lunch
situational test is kind of normal la
but it makes all of us bond together
evryone practically works as a team
quite enjoy it la
faced some problems in summary excercise
didnt really perform that well la
had our gmk revision at night
(gmk = general military knowledge)
went to learning corner with sclt azmi & eric
did a "really good revision" with them
after that is practically talk cock session again
talk abt almost evrything under the sun
a nice talking session

20 april - thurs
one more day den we'll be clts le
had morning pt today
really enjoy the jogging part
its feels really great to jog in a group
more motivated & less tired
after the morning pt is our breakfast
had our gmk test after that
got 37/40
could have been higher or even full marks de
but nvm...37 is high enough le...hehe
after that we went to theaterette
had our certificate presentation in there
den a camp debrief by the officers of the course
was damn amused by some qns that were raised
damn nonsense lor...lol
after that we went to learning room
showed maj chua our performace for grad day
was bombarded with negative remarks
not really bothered by it
wasnt really able to slp at night
coz nxt day is graduation le
feel so excited
fell aslp at ard 11.30 ba

21 april - fri
GRADUATION DAY!!!!!
had a number 1 inspection by rsm de silva
after that went up to learning rm to fine tune our performance
had our full rehearsal for almost half a day
was quite relax la
was released at 4+ to do our final preparation
i went for a good bath
damn shiok & cooling
practically relax till 6+ den prepare for the ceremony le
evryone look so smart in number 1...haha
after that march to mph & it started raining soon
we did some simple drills in the mph
den i heard " wow...one bang leh"
damn lol..-_-''
evrything went through smoothly
den its time for perfomance le
evryone was damn high
its practically madness for evryone
evrything is totally diff from our rehearsal
can see from the stage the purple dinosaur is unhappy
but who cares...waha!
saw some people crying when singing graduation
including the female clts
though i'm an emotional guy...but heng i didnt cry
just feel so happy & damn high
my bro help me took lots of pics
was so happy that ouyang, sis & ky came
love you ppl lots
thank you so much

a lot of ppl book out after that
coz they have something on den need to book out
in the end my bunk only left 6 people
me, syamil, ming wei, jian zhi, anthony & hassan noor
i was appointed the overall bunk ic
so have to settle the bedsheets, pillow cases etc
me & syamil practically became S4
(S4 = logistics)
me & syamil didnt even manage to bathe
coz we are busy with stuffs
even had to boil water bcoz we the milo finish le
had a really late night
still feeling excited...couldnt really slp
slp at ard 12.30am

make lots of gd frens in the course
had lots of fun also
learn some interesting phrases also

warrant kitto:
"stubborn also got limit. stupid also got limit la"
"you thot you thot. you thot pussy cat arh!"

sclt wei jie:
"use your jelly & think can or not"
"you want me knock the jelly out of your head"

nicknames were given to some of us also
including me...

terence - tiffany
hyen yu - man u
anthony - tak som bong
suhaimi - tsunami
cm - S4

really want to thank sclt azmi, sclt ying bei & sclt eric
had learn a lot of things from them
they gave us lots of encouragement
gave us lots of advices also
THANK YOU MA'AM & SIRS!

SYNDICATE 1 ROCKS!
gonna miss you people...
hope to see you ppl in hq

LEAD THE WAY ALL THE WAY 51ST!!!!

~love & peace~

2006-04-23T15:35:00.000-07:00

2006-04-17T04:08:00.000-07:00

now is 4am in the morning le
gonna book in later le
for the 2nd phase of clt course
have to be in camp by 7am
left 5 more days to go
hope nothing will cock up
pray my test pass with flying colours
fri will be the graduation day le
hope to see my jie, sis & gd fren there
hope everybody can make it
hehe
baibai

~love & peace~

2006-04-14T18:25:00.000-07:00

just got back from clt course ytd
its only the 1st week
theres one more week to go
learn quite a lot of stuff during these 4 days
but was equally irritated by some people

10 april - monday
book in for course
took a cab down to hq with shankra & wl
1st day is not really that well ba
all the clts are like mad people
dont know why they like to scream & shout so much
had some lectures that i barely stayed awake
had to stay awake by hook or by crook
so i slap & pinched myself to do so
had my trainfire revision by a clt & army sgt
it was followed by trainfire test
managed to pass it without much difficulty
i was appointed the bunk ic
lights out was at 10.30pm
but couldnt fall aslp
talk to shankra till around 11.30pm before falling aslp

11 april - tuesday
woke up at ard 4.55am
was the 1st to wake up
fall in at ard 5.45am
went for morning pt
did push-ups, chin-ups, etc
it ended with a 1.6km run
had the usual lectures
we had to do chin-ups before every meal
at the end of the day my hand is so damn freaking strained
learn orienteering skills today
things like map reading, compass reading etc
had a test & got only 73/100
stupid mistakes cost me my marks
damn it
less screamings today
know more people le
a more enjoyable day
managed to rush to toliet 1st & bathe
but was irritated by some people
they keep knocking on the bathroom door
call us to hurry up...cant they just shut up
lights out at 10.30pm as usual
still couldnt slp...usual talking with shankra

12 april - wednesday
woke up at ard 5.30am today
1st to wake up as usual
theres no pt today
so falling in was at 6.30am
took our breakfast & proceed to lectures
falling aslp as usual
went for our basic instructor course after lunch
it consist of 4 stations
low & high element, flying fox, archery & motivational course
only tried motivational course
coz of the rain & insufficient time
also learn how to wear waist harness & body harness
was once again irritated by some people again
they are simply idiots that have no discipline at all
dont know why are there here at the course
well...have no choice but to bear with it
lights out is at 10.45pm today
it was extended bcoz a bunk check is conducted
we were being checked for cigarettes & lighter
heard one guy was caught
slp at ard 12am

13 april - thursday
today is the book out day...yeah!!!
woke at ard 5.30am as usual
no pt today
went for lectures as usual
one of the lecturer is a senior warrant officer
he really impressed me with the things he said
had my total respect
learn lots of stuff from his lecture
he is quite funny also
he even said he bought fhm & share it with his sons
one of the most impt thing i learn from him is that
as a leader we shld pay attention to even the finest details
we had our lunch after the lecture
after the lunch we went back to our bunk to take our bags
went to visit the new water plant after that
had an easy test over there
went for a tour of the plant
know more about new water after the visit
after that took a cab home with shankra & wl

4 days had passed by so quickly
but theres 5 more days to go to my graduation
these 4 days everything went quite smoothly la
except for those freaking irritants la
21st april faster come pls....
den faster graduate with the rank
baibai

~love & peace~

2006-04-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

now is 5+ am in the morning le
gonna book in for clt course in a few hours
didnt slp for the whole night
was preparing my uniforms & packing bag
quite tired now
brb in 4 days time
wish me good luck bei
baibai

~love & peace~

2006-04-08T23:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the first day of the 51st clt course
went to nee soon camp for our first aid course
suppose to meet shankra & woei luen 6.30am at je de
in the end all of us are late
woei luen is worse..he overslept
so i went down with shankra while woei luen took a cab
by the time we reach hq
the bus has already left for nee soon camp
though its only 7+...we are suppose to fall in by 8am
once again hq cock up as usual

learn a lot of useful first aid knowledge
we were also taught how to do cpr
den also learn how to help a person when he/she chokes
did some practices on dummies
its damn disgusting
wanted to vomit
we were given a theory & practical test
we have to pass theory test before the practical test
i manage to pass both...damn heng

something damn shameful happened during my prac test
a colonel came to visit us during my practical test
with him is a big group of other saf officers
theres a photographer also
the photographer actually took pics of me & my buddy
we are in an ugly position lor
the both of us is so damn paiseh
damn nervous also...LOL

manage to make some friends in that one day
craps & joke throughout the whole day
laughing madly also...haha
was quite irritated by some ppl in my platoon
damn freaking childish
*shrugs*...not my problem anyway
just gonna ignore them...hehe

the first aid course ends around 5+
after that woei luen & me went back to fuhua there
meeting kar how & other cadets for dinner
its a long way back
i was half asleep on bus 98
reach home at around 10pm
*dead tired*

monday gonna book in le
hope everything is gonna pass by quickly
just wanna get my rank & scram out of hq
looking forward to the activities after clt course
there are camps waiting for me...haha
if possible de hua i wanna go mount ophir in sept
but still long la
now say still early
main thing is to pass out of course peacefully
pray evrything will be fine bei
baibai

tml nite will be my last day before booking in
will be missing my bed
will miss sis & my jie also
not gonna be online to talk to them for some time
*misses*

~love & peace~

2006-04-01T22:34:00.000-08:00

pei sis to her orientation in SIM ytd
report to base 2 (sis hse) at around 8.20am
den we went to take bus 52 to SIM
after pei sis go her class le i went over to np
i went to the library to watch espn
too bad i went over too late le lor
its showing man u vs west ham
by the time i reach only left 10 mins le
waited there from 9+ to around 12pm
den i walk over to SIM wait for her
after that we went to orchard
coz sis wanna go shopping
after shopping we went over cineleisure
kar how, dennis, yong ann & danial was there waiting le
went to pool for a while
sis is off form
i beat her 4 : 1...hehe
after that me & sis went home 1st
had to change before we go to cultural night at sp

suppose to go report to base 2 at 6pm de
but started raining & i was caught in the rain
then late a little
sis's father drove us to chinese garden mrt since its raining
went over to meet cai at clementi
den went over to clementi's mac for dinner
its very noisy inside...pack with lots of students
was irriated by some stupid acts the students did
den i stared at them...the guy seems afraid...lol
after that went over to dover mrt to meet up with the rest

a lot of people turned up for fuhua's cultural night
including alumni's like us
saw a lot of old friends like khairul...etc
the performance is ok la
only enjoyed chinese dance, mei qing's singing & ncc drums
the rest is like kind of boring...hehe
ncc drums really impressed me
though they dont have the 'sa qi' like what we used to have
but considering they hasnt perform much this year
its really not bad le
their lighting really goes with their actions
their lighting effect is better than us last time
moreover they have finally change the name of the piece
their actions are nice...but not sharp enough
we only shout ' sa ' last time
now they got ' hey ha ' + ' hey sa '
overall its not that bad
quite like their performance
we stood up & clap for them when their perfromance ended
they deserved the standing ovation

after that we went to jurong east for supper
a lot of fuhua people are there too
saw some teachers like mdm lee
had a nice chat with her
sis & me send cai to mrt station
the rest went over to hawker 1st
share a plate of hao jian with sis
den kar how & dennis share a bottle of beer

took 334 with sis, kar how & yu wei after supper
den send sis home
took some pics along the way to her house
even took pics when in the lift...lol
went to take 187 after sending sis home
reach home at around 12.30 bei
just in time to watch yu bai

2006-03-29T23:45:00.000-08:00

photo madness !!!!!!

2006-03-29T23:25:00.000-08:00

went out with sis, jia feng & grace today
took tons of pics as usual
full of madness....lol

as usual i report to base two 1st
after that went to bugis with sis
she bought a bag there
after that we went to orchard meet jf & grace
proceed to fep after we help an auntie go taka
saw mei chen working again in fep
shes still working there
she said some nice stuff that made me so happy
HAHA!!!!!!....lol
after that jf went to cut hair
the rest of us went to shop around
while waiting for sis & grace
i saw venatta lopez walk past

after that we went to kfc to eat
jf came to join us after cutting her hair
grace decided to ps us after eating and went home
so kind of her...irks
den only left me, sis & jf
decided to go home but end up starting our pics madness
orchard's mrt station is designed with ice age 2's pics evrywhr
we ended up spending almost an hour there taking pics
madness from us...haha
it was fun...lol

after that we decided to go jw lib
continued our pics madness over there
people are looking at us with a weird look
got used to it le bei
its total madness...haha
we went over to children's section at level 3 after that
sis & jf sat at the small tables & chairs while i took their pics
a didi came over & sat down with them
he is very cute
the three of us took turns to take pics with him
he even take books from the shelf for us
one for each of us...
he is so helpful ...haha

1st time went out with jf
sis + jf combination is really total madness
lots of damn LOL incident & pics
but its real fun
haha...really enjoy the day
total madness~~

~love & peace~

2006-03-28T23:18:00.000-08:00

went to collect my uniforms for clt course today
damn lots of things to collect
heres the items that i have collected:

2 sets number 4
1 set number 3
1 set number 1
1 pair of combat boots
1 pair of leather shoes
1 number 1 cap
1 beret
1 jockey cap
1 pair number 3 clt rank
1 pair number 4 clt rank
1 pair number 4 clt trainie rank
1 pair number 1 clt rank
1 pair number 1 clt trainie rank
1 set of buttons & rings for number 1
1 ncc cap badge
1 pair black socks
2 pairs green socks

machiam like go mega sales shopping like that
go home with one big haversack stuffed with my uniforms
den one big plastic bags that contain my two boxes of shoes
damn freaking heavy to collect so many stuff at one go
had a hard time choosing my number 1 uniform
some too big...den some too small
choose till i'm perspiring madly

after collecting decided to take a cab to sp with cao & shankra
coz shankra have to go back for his orientation shit (opps...=x)
too tired to walk that far to yck mrt station
was dead tired when i reach home
but have to unpack evrything
had a damn freaking hard time to find space to keep them

have to agree the combat boots is so comfortable now
better than the one we had last time
theres more cushioning inside
wont get blister easily like that bei

hope that clt course quickly come & quickly pass
better pray evrything will go smoothly
& that i wont cock up during the course
better dont get into trouble in the camp also
just let me pass out as clt peacefully
baibai

~love & peace~

2006-03-25T23:15:00.000-08:00

finally got my results le
actually got it on fri
but lazy to blog...hehe

blueprint reading: C
computer programming: B+
creative and applied thinking skills: D+
electrical technology: D
engineering maths: D
fundamentals of quality management: D
individual & the community: B

hmm...did better than last sem la
but its still lousy grades
fortunately i manage to pass all
thought i'm gonna fail one module
damn lucky....
quite disappointed with my maths
though i knew that i'm gonna do badly
didnt really put in much effort
then didnt really understand the last few topics
plus i'm really damn fed up with the freaking lecturer
but feel great that i manage to clear it
quite satisfied with my programming result
though i feel i can do better la
haha...
have to buck up more for next sem
baibai to all the gods that have blessed me
thanks to ouyang & sis too

~love & peace~

2006-03-23T23:40:00.000-08:00

2006-03-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

yeah!!!!!!
finally went cycling again at ecp
went with miao, sis & hw...
as usual i report to base 2 (sis hse...hehe) 1st
reach there at around 9.20 am
den sis told me miao is gonna be late
so ended watching naruto for a while
its ok la...at least better then rotting there...hehe
went to meet the rest at around 10am at boon lay
its a long ride with lots of craps along the way
with miao & hw talking about maple as usual

when we reach eunos none of us know what bus to take
den when we finally board the bus...
we dont know where to alight & ended up missing the stop
so we took a cab as it looks like its gonna rain
then we went to mac for breakfast
it started to rain...-_-''
so we decided to go arcade while waiting for the rain
the arcade is really different
its a freaking boring arcade that is kind of empty & small
& there is a bunch of sch uniformed kids inside
dont really remember that its ever allowed...lol
den rotted inside for a while till the rain stopped
sis wanted to go play pool so we rolled out
when we walk pass the bicycle rental shop...
the ah beng ah beng boss as usual came out & la ke...hehe
he gave us a really good offer
from 1 till 5 we only need to pay $6 per person
its too good to reject so we went to pick our bikes
sis & hw took singles...den me & miao took double
coz miao dont know how to cycle...so i have to zai her
after that we went cycling evrywhere...to bedok jetty etc
took lots of pics as usual

before long 5 pm is up
walk over to pool there but its not open
so decided to take a cab back to eunos
den go jurong east eat
the kind miao decided to ps us when on the train
she say she wanna go home as shes not eating
so kind of her...haha
after eating had to report back to base 2
coz sis's stuff is in my bag so pei her walk home
after that jiu report to base camp le( my hse...hehe)

really had a great day
love cycling at ecp...
love bedok jetty...
it feels great to be at the beach
its so refreshing
its been almost a year since i went ecp
thats before i started poly last year
so fast i'm gonna be year two le
SO FAST!!!!!!!!

result coming out 9am tml le
trying to keep it cool now
nervous & scared also no use
only can pray for the best le bei
really hope to clear all
but dont think its gonna be the case bei
haiz...
baibai

~love & peace~

2006-03-21T20:17:00.000-08:00

results coming in three more days le
getting more & more worried
haiz...
nth can be done anyway
just gonna pray for the best bei

clt course is also coming in 3 weeks time
got my mutual topics le
they are :
marksmanship fundamentals & target indictation
have never taught both topics before
gonna look through my notes to revise
i'm not really worried abt my contents of teaching
what i'm worried abt is my confidence
my confidence is really kind of low right now
not really that confident nowadays
especially teaching in front a grp pf strangers
thats so different from last time
haiz...dont know what to do
hope can join fuhua's ncc trainings till the course starts
let me get used to ncc trainings again
helps to build up on my confidence also
baibai mr chia will give us his consent

looking forward to the course
cause we are gonna learn a lot of things
going to learn first aids...rope adventures instuctor & etc
hope the course will really go smoothly
baibai that i will pass out successfully
just get my rank & pass out without any cock ups
all gods bless me bei...lol
baibai~~

~love & peace~

2006-03-16T23:43:00.000-08:00

gonna b sis bday in 17 mins more
HAPPY BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!.....soon
hehe...
will b a great day tml bei...

usual rottings again
nth much to do
my personal training has been disrupted by some stuff
so have to wait till nxt week den can start again bei
hope can tune back in time for clt course
if nt i really will die in camp
hope the camp can come real soon
better pass out faster...haha

collection of results in 8 days time
gd luck to all my clasmates & poly frens
all the best to all of you
baibai(emo)...

~love & peace~

2006-03-13T23:19:00.000-08:00

finally back from rotting
hehe....
nth much to blog abt these days anyway

received my clt course letter today
quite relieved to received it
i was scared hq might get e wrong add again
there will b a briefing this sat
gonna collect e uniforms from 27 - 31 march
lookin forward to it
yeah....

getting result nxt week le
kind of nervous
has this feelin that i canot clear all modules again
shall see if i got the right feelin nxt week
better nt be right...

~love & peace~

2006-02-25T23:30:00.000-08:00

had a great day today
mi, marcus, hao chun, yong jian, sis, ouyang, cai
we celebrated ky's bdae and had great fun

went over to kap 2 give ky a surprise
but i think its more humour then surprise ba
e water bomb rebounded instead of burstin
e water bomb onli burst after mutiple throws...lol
they also bought ky a doll that had messages written on it
cai even drew a G-string...LOL

after that we went 2 suntec
mi, hao chun & marcus went 2 walk ard
e others went to fish & co for lunch
we went to marina after that to look at clothes
yong jian bought a jacket
they r reali cheap lor...damn it
then along e way...ky was tired holdin e big doll
so she asked mi 2 carry it for her
i was so damn freakin ps lor
ppl was laughin when they walk pass mi
evil kyvn ouyang even walk far away from mi
then they even act duno mi
cry5(emo)....poor mi

after that mi n sis haf to act drama
then i told ky that i meetin my fren 2 get sumthing
when actuali i'm goin 2 buy cake
i drag hao chun n marcus along
then left yj wif the gals....hehe
we rush 2 prima deli in suntec & got a black forest
but e shop doesnt haf small candles le
so we rush to carrefour 2 get e candles
we couldnt find carrefour and was walkin in circles
finali found carrefour after sum time
but its a hypermart n whr r we suppose 2 find our stuff
after that we walk pass bengawan solo
den we decided 2 buy a cake 4 ouyang also
so we shun bian get 16 small candles from them
hehe...veri shun bian
we decided 2 give up findin e survettes in carrefour
rush over to 7-11 in citylink 2 try our luck instead
found lighter there but no survettes
so i suggest that we rush over 2 marina's giant
at this moment we r reali like playin amazin race le
LOL....rushin reali madli
we quickli grab e survettes n a bottle of 500ml water
e queue took sum time so we drink e water 1st
each of us drank twice n its finished
when at e cashier we gave her e empty bottle...
reali comical lor...e cashier was laughin also
marcus even ask her to throw for us
we quickli rush off onli 2 go out e wrong exit
so haf 2 walk a longer way

after that e 3 of us hide at a bridge beside esplanade
then we lighted e candles b4 e rest come
then it was bdae song time...
ouyang was surprised that she had a cake too
haha...gd bei
then its photography session
then we stopped at e bridge near fullerton
we ate ky's cake there
took pics of e gals kissin ky wif e cream
her face was full of cream....haha
den as usual its our walk from esplanade 2 cq
of course lots of foto takin along e way
we took much more longer then usual
we even took e pics of us jumpin in an underpass along cq

we reached another part of cq and stopped 4 ouyang's cake
i like ouyang's cake more coz its mocha de....hehe
den its more photography session
took lots of madness pics
includin cai standin on mi & marcus legs
haha...but its fun
soon its time 2 go home as ky canot go home 2 late
had lots of craps on e way home
then reached home ard 10
was dead tired...

reali enjoyed e day
e amazin race buyin cake is reali damn lol
though its tirin...
but i think its reali worth it
doesnt reali mind havin my shirt wet from sweat
its reali happi 2 c that e cakes reali surprise ky & ouyang

thanx sis 4 the shirt also...
i reali like it

aniway...today its mr rajaratnam's funeral
reali respect this great man
without his contribution...there wldnt b a spore like now
was watchin e news when i got home
MM Lee was in tears when he's deliverin his speech
was deepli touched

*happy birthday kuan yee*

~love & peace~

2006-02-14T23:25:00.000-08:00

real lazy 2 blog nowadays...
nth much 2 blog aniwayz
evrydae seems e same
today's valentine's day
nth to do wif mi
so rotted at home straight after sch

finali handed in clt course form to mr chia liao
hope this time nth goes wrong
den can pass out as clt successfuli
was told that e unit maintained e gold unit award
was damn happi 4 them
hope can this can carry on
den hope dat we can get e best unit award eventuali

haiz...
exam cumin le
gonna chiong liao
den after exam is happy hour...
yeah!!!!
gonna study real hard this time round

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~~

~love & peace~

2006-02-07T11:40:00.000-08:00

gd luck 2 sis n hw 4 their o'level results tis fri...
hope dey will b happi when dey get it

haiz...end of sem exam cumin in 2 weeks
haf 2 cut down on playin le
must study more le
especiali 4 my maths
haf 2 show esther dat i doesnt did a miracle 2 pass
i dun c y i need a miracle as i haf pass my common test and had onli fail 1 quiz
gonna prove her wrong 2 shut her up
haf 2 pass all my modules tis sem
canot waste animore time le
baibai(emo)...

sum pics 4 tis period of time

2006-02-01T23:30:00.000-08:00

after readin val's blog i started 2 look back on my life 4 tis past few years
started 2 tink whether did i waste my time 4 tis few years
i reali duno...

5 years jus pass like dat
5 years ago i'm jus a sec 1 kid
a 13 years old kid dat noe nth
its e turnin point of my life
my life started 2 change
cant 4get e way mdm chan always encourage mi n give mi advices

throughout e years...
got 2 noe my jies like ouyang, sis, cai & grace
frens like miao, drey & hw...
dey haf played a great part in my life
without dem i dun tink i wld b wat i am now
dey wld always cheer mi up when i'm down
help mi wif my problems, accompany mi...
i'm so sorry 4 makin dem angry sumtimes
especiali in past when i'm a freakin attitude kid

lookin back at tis few years
i tink dat its e best few years of my life
bein wif my jies n frens has brought much joy n laughter
i reali treasure e time we had now
evry min n sec of it...
evry joy n laughter we share will always b in my heart

all of us has changed in appearance n tinkin
but sum old habits jus doesnt change...
like ouyang always shake her leg left n rite when she cross her legs
hehe5(emo)
haha...xposed

being in ncc, drum n bball reali changed my life totali
all 3 of it has trained my endurance & perserverence
though i dare nt sae i haf achieved much in all of dem
but i feel dat i didnt waste my time or even make a wrong decision in joinin either 1 of dem
i haf learn so much
i learn leadership n responsibility from ncc
learn perseverance from drum
learn teamwork from bball
but overall...i haf a little regret in bball
e way i ended my bball playin daes in fuhua is nt e way i wanted
i could haf done more...
i could haf put in more effort...but i did nt

jus wanna se sumtinks dat i couldnt sae face 2 face
in case i do nt haf e chance 2 sae 2 evry1 in e future

i reali LUV ouyang, sis, cai & grace
dey r my DEAREST
ur haf a permanent slot in my heart
a free lifetime parkin coupon in CM's heart carpark
LOL....hehe5(emo)

2006-01-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

val told mi ytd dat her air rifle coach got into accident
she sae his legs were smashed n is in critical condition
e doc sae he might go anitime
den 2dae she tell mi he was actuali knocked down by a bus
he was nt even jay walkin
e doc sae no cure liao...
haiz...
so saddenin...

oso duno how 2 console her
shes so damn freakin sad
she sae dun dare go c him coz she scared she will break down
but reali cant help feelin sad when such tink happen
jus hope she will cheer up
dun feel so sad le bei
*smile*

even though i duno hu is he
but feel sad oso
jus baibai(emo) dat sum miracle will happen
of all times it haas 2 happen b4 cny
wonder how his famili would haf felt
pity his famili
lets pray 4 a miracle

~May God bless him~

~love & peace~

2006-01-24T23:26:00.000-08:00

was shocked tis mornin when readin zao bao
e headline sae kobe bryant scores 81 pts
shock1(emo)...
hes a real freak man
hes now e 2nd highest scorer in a single game in nba history
e top scorer is set ard 40+ yrs ago wif 100pts
even jordan cant do dat
his highest score is onli 60+
kobe is so damn freakin madness
kobe rulz......

was late 4 maths 2dae again
lucki esther nvr sae anitink...
phew1(emo)
went 2 play bball wif mh in sch after lesson
quite disappointed
real poor performance
sux like hell lor
though steal a lot of ball
but my shootin real sux 2dae leh...
arh1(emo)

sianx...
knee hurtin again
stupid old injury keep cumin back n haunt mi
haiz...

~love & peace~

2006-01-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

lazi 2 blog 4 sum times....
decided 2 b gd 2dae n update...haha

started my jian fei ji hua ytd wif yw
went 2 fuhua de canal dere jog
suppose 2 mit him at his ard 8
but overslept...=x
reach his hse at ard 10
onli went joggin at 1+pm
was watchin initial d's anime
its quite nice...nt bad

its a nice time 2 go joggin at 1+pm
e sun is shinin brightli...can shun bian sun tan
after joggin ard 2 rds den do sum circuits
got push-ups, sit-ups, chin-ups...etc
damn tired after completin e whole course
but felt relaxed n more refreshed

went 2 sch 2dae wif whole bodi achin
den damn it my block is on e hill
took 10 years 2 walk up e slope
den struggle 2 climb e stairs in e LT...lol
another borin lesson dae
but was damn irritated by ms esther's constant naggin
agian & again...damn freakin non stop
even when she stopped its still ringin in my mind
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sumbodi pls save mi from tis shit!!!!!!!!

sumtink stupid happen 2 mi jus now
was hit in e face by my rm door when i was closin it
-_-''....how dumb can i get

chinese new year is tis weekend le
yea!!!!!!
happihappihappihappihappihappi
LOL....
cant hide my excitement
wish evrybodi a happi cny...
gd year 2 evry1 bei

~love & peace~

2006-01-15T09:45:00.000-08:00

watch renci charity show repeat 2dae
den cry again ='(
its e same part again
jus cant help it
though its repeat de
but jus felt so touched

heard from kar how ytd dat 51st clt course will b in april
tink is cfm le
heard dat its set in march initiali
but change 2 april
heng arh
if is in march den canot help sis celebrate bdae le
lucki e date change
tis time i reali must go
even if i haf 2 take leave i oso wanna go
jus pray hard dat tis time nth cocks up again
baibai(emo)

~love & peace~

2006-01-13T22:40:00.000-08:00

hasnt been fellin well tis few daes
stomach has been hurtin
veri painful
duno wats wrong
e stomach will ache once in a while
e pain is a sharp pain
its killin mi...

jus heard form woei luen
e 51st clt course will b held durin march
its 4 e benefit of poli students
e course is mayb 1 week onli
sounds gd...
if e course is reali cfm like dat
i will definiteli b goin
coz i wanna go back 2 fs
wanna revive ncc
dun wanna c e effort of evry1 go down e drain
den go back as a clt
c wat can those ppl sae

~love & peace~

2006-01-10T23:28:00.000-08:00

took back my maths n eletch paper ytd
i pass dem both...
yea!!!!!!!!!
finali pass my eltech le
can relax a little now le
nt so worried le

took back my maths durin e tutorial
b4 e papers r given back
me esther actuali praised mi
shocked!!!
she sae i haf improved n sae well done
wat a relief man
so scared canot pass
got 66 for e paper
a little disappointed...
coz i shld b able 2get 70+ de
but made sum freakin errors
feel like slappin myself
shld wrk harder 4 e end of sem exam

got back my eltech paper durin lecture
got 67
quite satisfied le
but made sum stupid errors again
noe e solution but ended up writin e wrong no.
*piaks*...another slap 4 myself

got 2 noe my c programmin marks oso
got 89 for e overall
onli an A...hope 4 AD initiali
damn e freakin mcq dat drag my marks down
but still quite satisfied wif it
gonna take back 2 more papers tml
tink gonna fail my fqm paper
coz reali nt sure how 2 do
den blueprint oso duno will pass anot
although i manage 2 draw out
but nt reali confident of it
gonna pray hard...baibai(emo)

~love & peace~

2006-01-08T07:27:00.000-08:00

tears rolled down my cheeks 2dae...
was watchin renci charity show
den mingyi fa shi cried & said touchin stuffs
was moved 2 tears by him
freak e nkf incident
sabo so mani ppl
cause e patients 2 suffer
dat guy shld b send 2 jail
shld b punished severli

was watchin e show wif my parents
lucki dey nvr c my tears rolled down
otherwise dey will b laughin like shit
e show managed 2 get $6million+ donation
not bad afterall

~love & peace~

2006-01-07T23:50:00.000-08:00

2006-01-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

yea!!!!!!!!!!!
2daes e end of common test le
finali...
had eltech & blueprint 2dae
both shld b ok ba
e blueprint paper managed 2 draw
but nvr draw finish...coz duno how 2 draw
mr wong is damn gd
he show us e 3D diagram 2 help us draw
if nt i dun tink i can manage 2 draw so much
jun kang is damn lol
it seems like e whole common test he didnt study
den 4 blueprint he draw freehand
reali impressed...like dat oso can..-_-''

after paper went 2 fuhua
met kuan yee on bus
den on e way saw dennis
damn freakin irritated
coz we r nt allowed 2 go in
wth..got parents cum in so wat
we nt student dere animore will spoil e sch name meh
felt so irritated
1st time canot go in...WTH
so irritated til all my vulgarities came shootin
stupid freakin sch

after dat go bus stop wait 4 sis & cai
went 2 je eat kobayashi
den rotted dere 4 sum time
wanted 2 go lib initiali
but sis suddenli suggested we go science centre
nt a bad idea after all
didnt go dere 4 a damn long time
deres few ppl inside
seems like e whole place 2 ourselves
foto madness as usual
had a great time inside
mani interestin stuff in dere
had fun playin e stuffs inside

haiz...
out of e 4 papers 4 tis common test
i tink i will fail 1...
e rest i oso canot b so confident
jus hope dat i onli fail dat paper
den e rest pray can pass
hope 2 score if possible
so dat end of sem exam wun b so stressed
bless mi bei~

~love & peace~

2006-01-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

sch started 2dae
it oso marks e start of common test
arh!!!!!!!!!!!
2dae is my 1st paper
its maths..haiz

i'm quite confident on differentiation
reali thanx 2 my lecturer 4 givin remedial
though dun reali like her
but learned a lot durin e remedial

i dun dare 2 haf high hopes 4 my maths
coz last sem i tink i can score
in e end i onli get 54
i'm scared dat e same tink will happen again
felt reali stressed b4 e paper
kinda scared oso
went 2 sch earli 2 study wif mh
den met zx & jason in sch
rosa, thierry n jk came along

b4 paper start
went 2 ask ms esther 4 my seat no.
den she asked mi got study anot
still tell mi i must score
arh!!!!!!!....feel even more stressed
when i started writin
my hand was shakin like shit
1st time in my life like dat
it took awhile b4 it stopped

e paper i can do
but i'm nt sure whether its correct mah
i'm scared dat got a lot of error
sum qns is like 9marks
but my ans is so short
after e paper ended i refused 2 tok abt it
my clasmates wanna compare ans i oso dun care
i'll rather wait til e dae i get back e paper

i'm scared dat history will repeat itself again
reali pray hard dat e same tink wun happen
haiz...
still got 3 more paper 2 go
havin fqm on thurs
fri got 2 paper sumore
el tech n blueprint
el tech i nt so scared
but blueprint is hard
arh!!!!!!!!!!
sumbodi save mi!!!!!

~love & peace~

2006-01-01T23:19:00.000-08:00

happi new year 2 evyr1!!!!!
1st dae of 2006...so fast
went out wif sis, miao & hw 4 countdown

went 2 sis hse at 7+ 1st
den we go chinese garden mrt mit miao
had sum foto madness of e train
went 2 cine 2 get tics 4 narnia
as usual town has a lot of ppl
went up 2 level 6 to wait 4 hw 2 cum
waited for 10 years b4 he reached at 10+
took pics while waitin 4 him

took cab down down 2 clarke quay after dat
coz e movie is startin at 3.25am
we didnt noe whr 2 go
so go cq is e best
wanted 2 go esplanade de
but e taxi driver sae dere 2 crowded le
he canot drive us dere
saw tons of ppl queuein at MOS...madness
wasnt able 2 reach esplanade on time
e firewrks can b seen dere, so nice
it wld b even nicer if we r at esplanade

went to 7-11 to get a drink after dat
den got 1 ah beng so damn f***
sae excuse mi so buay song
den still purposeli knock mi n sis
wat an ass...freak off la
went 2 sit outside a bar after dat
was takin pics 4 hw n sis...
den suddenli got 1 ang moh appear
he shouted happi new year
den he spray us wif e foam...-_-''
totali unxpected...lol

left at 2+ to get back 2 cine
walk from cq til chinatown pt
didnt manage 2 get a cab at all
sum cabs dun even wanna stop
damn irritated
sis, miao & hw tried callin 4 cabs
oso no use at all...duhs
den i suddenli rmb can take NR bus
clever mi...hehe
rush 2 bus stop immediateli
finali reach e cinema but 5 mins late
at least nt so long...heng arh

show ended at 5+
den went took e 1st train home
had a nice bath den slp til 10+
wake up haf breakfast den go back slp again

thanx 2 sis, miao & hw
its great 2 b able 2 spend e last dae of 2005 wif dem
reali had a wonderful time
wish all my frens & jies happi new year

zhi lian again...

at cine...

a lao beibei we found...so poor tink

mins b4 e arrival of 2006

2006 is here!!!!

at kobayashi

outside a pub

at chinese garden mrt

at cine while waitin 4 hw

2005-12-31T17:58:00.000-08:00

ytd is foto madness again
but nt wif sis, is wif my bro
got disturb in e mornin by my mum, bro & his gf
took pics of mi slpin sumore..lol
my bro 2dae oso bcum makeup artist
he help his gf do makeup
his gf is e model of e foto shoot
den i'm e assistant...-_-''
evrytink oso i take
went shootin at ard 5
at a xiao shu ling near my hse dere de
didnt went dere 4 veri long le
my bro sae we used 2 go dere alot
my dad bring us dere de
i rmb nth at all...=x
took alot of pics
my bro den decided 2 help mi take sum oso
ask mi take off shirt
didnt 1 to at 1st
but my bro insisted...so bo bian
e effect of e pic nt bad
its even nicer after editin
i took sum pics oso
i'm in charge of takin production pics
usin a digi cam
my bro sae nt bad, noe e basic =)
shld learn more fotography skills from my bro
reali impressed

my life...

my mum goin reservist soon..LOL

xi shen se xiang..hehe

2005-12-29T22:20:00.000-08:00

2 lazy 2 blog tis few daes
my laziness back 2 haunt mi...hehe
oujie dun scold mi ='(... lol
ytd pei sis go town shoppin
sis is damn ling yi ytd
brought mi walk ard in circles in town ytd
so ling yi of her
she seems so blur ytd...haha
shes fine onli when she reach far east...lol
went in 2 shop whrs jocelyn wrks
so qiao...noe she wrk in far east, but didnt noe which shop
sis bought a skirt from her shop
overall onli bought 2 skirts after much walkin
n she aredi spend $90+ liao
omg!!!!!!!

mit miao n hw after dat go pf after dat
damn long nvr go dere le
sis's ling yiness came again
she beat mi 4 times...
shes so concentrated in e game
canot lose so mani times nxt time le
i must concentrate more nxt time
another ling yi stuff happen when we wanna go supper
sis spotted $2 notes on e floor
den she whisper 2 mi n sae ' i saw $$ on floor'
after dat i pick up
got sponsor 4 supper liao....hehe
though onli $6, but can pay 4 our sugar cane drink
had more foto madness durin supper
so long nvr go dere le
2 bad drey not wif us
hope can go dere nxt time wif 5 of us again

zhi lian pic on train

brosis

haha...tryin 2 act jia fengs frenster pic

poolin time!!!!!!!

takin a break from pool

our supper...

enjoyin supper

e $6 we found...haha

2005-12-25T17:30:00.000-08:00

yea.....merry xmas 2 evry1!!!!!!
finali its here
went out wif sis, ou jie & cai jie 2 celebrate
had a great time
went 2 sis in e 1st place 2 put my bag
oppss....i was late again..psps
den went 2 jp mit cai
saw jun cheng oso
but didnt manage 2 call him
coz he walk away le
den oujie call us go her hse makan..lol
den cai still brin us walk her 'short cut'
which isnt short at all...LOL
didnt 1 to enter oujie's hse in e 1st place
coz take off shoe veri ma fan
but still went in at e end
ended up watchin tv while e gals eat
coz wasnt hungry

den after dat went 2 orchard mit drey dey all
damn crowded lor
den pass drey e official m5 badge...LOL
den we walk along orchard
damn lots of ppl
haf 2 squeeze
den i haf 2 keep holdin on 2 cai
coz if i lost jiu gone case le...hehe
den along e way got ppl play wif e spray de
sis n cai wanted mi 2 shield dem
in e end dey kena i nvr...haha
after dat along e way help dem dang e spray
good hor mi...=P
den reach heeren after squezzin a long way
went dere 2 take neoprints again
lol...i 1 mth take 3 times le..-_-''

after dat we go esplanade 2 walk 2 cq dere
den got into sum cock up when in citylink's 7-11
after dat mi n oujie cum up wif a conclusion
ppl dat drink milo is more zhen chang den ppl drinkin ribena
coz cai n sis is so high after drinkin ribena...lol

den as usual took lots of pics along e way
but hw aka assitant is not ard
so i haf 2 b e asst n e chief fotographer at e same time
1 of our fav shootin spot was so damn dirty
lots of rubbish
mi n oujie has no comments lor...lol
den walk n walk...
go coffee bean drink kopi
after dat go cq mrt toliet
e station is closin le
den kena gan by e station staff...haha
walk ard den saw NR5 came
decided 2 report back 2 base
....sis hse...LOL

tis time i didnt slp 4 whole nite
mayb bcoz miao not ard....hehe
den i can b more awake...haha
den jus realise sumtink at sis hse
cai's whinin skill can b compared 2 miao's
or shld i sae is better den miao...LOL

haha...til now onli slp a little bit
den later goin out again
wif miao, sis n hw
duno can tahan anot
pray can lor...hehe
got miao mayb i will slp...=P

oujie...sis & xiao di

outside at e bridge at fullerton

lol...mi tryin 2 act cute..eeks

at heeren takin np

brosis....

wide smile =D

~love & peace~

2005-12-23T22:33:00.000-08:00

went back 2 fuhua 2dae
sec1 registration
4 ncc n oso shun bian help my cousin
coz she managed 2 get into fuhua
woke up at 6.20am...den reach at 7.30am
damn freakin tired
but rather disappointed
coz sum ppl r so freakin ass
den tink dey big f***
not worth ani single respect from mi
if u not happi wif mi...
jolli well sae wif mi
den i jus scream back in ur face n f*** off
its as simple as dat

practicali got nth much 2 do in ncc
coz all 7 clts back
den no rm 4 mi
coz i'm nth...jus a piece of shit
jus a freakin past tense
a former csm...a senior onli
so jus walk ard
den saw joyce
had a nice chat wif her
long time nvr c her le
her little bro oso get into fuhua
den after dat help my cousin go buy bks n uniforms
den borin in sch
lucki got valerie in sch
can crap wif mi

after dat waited 4 cabs wif my aunt n cousin
waited 4 like 10 years
no cab is available
damn it lor
waited duno how long b4 a cab came
freakin luck...

decided not 2 rot in sch animore
den go west mall wif valerie
shes damn funni 2dae lor
shes suppose 2 report 4 AVA at 7.30am
den she got e wrong time n thot is 10am
by e time she reach e whole tink abt 2 end le...lol
den while tokin 2 her in canteen
she realise dat she didnt brin her wallet
onli got sum notes wif her...
how blur can she get...-_-''
a blur she-garfield....LOL
went 2 walk ard in west mall
n crap damn lots...haha
den she decided 2 walk home from wm
as her ez-link card is in her wallet
n e tink is...shes not sure how 2 walk home from wm
coz evrytime is her father drive her home de...-_-''
den walk her home lor
a reali veri blur she-garfield...

den on e way home from her area
went 2 a coffeeshop buy 2 curry puffs
2 eat along e way...coz hungry
rmb deres a curry puff stall dere at bb
quite famous de
recommended by taufik batisah oso
e curry puff's not bad la
but still prefer old chang kee de

reach home damn tired le
long time nvr walk so far le
den wake up so earli sumore
but haven had a tiny bit of slp til now
prefer e 2nd part of e dae more
at least i'm more happi crapin wif valerie
rather den bein pai chi in sch
irks!!!!
freakin shit....

~love & peace~

2005-12-22T23:20:00.000-08:00

found sum old drum pics
tis pics r from last year de
taken durin our rehearsal 4 our public concert at sp
e last pic is e actual 1
all taken by woei luen
miss my drum daes
so fun n enjoyable
dese drum pics r memories of my last performance
haiz...e glorious daes of fuhua ncc drummers
all our effort has gone down e drain liao
now drum is like...no comments
haiz...='(
gonna do sumtink 2 help our drums
canot let evry1's effort go down e drain
includin mr chia's, mr ong's, mr chua's n mr loh's effort
reali hope can revive it...

my ugli hair last time lol...

another of my ah beng foto...

durin e rehearsal...

miss it man...

final pose....style bei

my final pose...e finale...my last performance

2005-12-19T01:10:00.000-08:00

haiz...
i'm not reali sure...but...
it seems dat she had found sum1 new...
sum1 to replace mi
or shld i sae sum1 better den mi
sum1 more worthy of her
sum1 dat beat mi in evrytink...

feel kinda of weird
duno shld i feel happi or sad
happi dat she has found sum1...
2 take care of her
2 luv her
2 protect her
2 b dere 4 her
but sad in a way dat i'm replaced
i'm out...kicked out
though i noe it long b4

its goin 2 b almost a year le
but jus cant get over her
no matter wat i do
howeva hard i tried
i jus cant get over it
i'm jus an idiot, jus an ass
a big dumb freakin ass
no matter how hard i remain cheerful
dere will always b a sadness inside mi
sumtink dat will always remind mi of her
='(

jus hope dat ani guy she choose in e future
will take gd care of her
luv her n protect her from ani harm
n will always cheer her up
n not brin ani sadness 2 her

hope dat she will remain cheerful n happi always
luv u lots....<3<3<3<3
i will nvr eva 4get u

i miss u lots~

~love & peace~

2005-12-18T23:44:00.000-08:00

hahahahahahaha....
finali found a song
a song dat i like so much
other den jay de
its a jap song
e name of e song is
Hitoribocchi no Haburashi
it means e loneli toothbrush in eng
its by tomoya nagase
e last time i heard tis song is 3 years back
glad 2 b able 2 find it again
yea!!!!!!!!
jus simply love it...

was watchin charity show jus now
got 1 part is wei lian n wu qi xian 2gether sing song
den recall 1st time saw wei lian is at causeway pt
wif her....
though he wasnt popular den
but deres still a lot of ppl listenin 2 him
i was dere wif her...
standin dere 4 so long
listenin 2 him
captivated by his songs
haiz...
its all gone
*shrugs*

~love & peace~

2005-12-17T22:30:00.000-08:00

went 2 sis hse last nite wif hw n miao
suppose 2 watch a few vcds 4 e nite
but i fell aslp after watchin e longest yard
psps...but jus feel so tired leh...hehe
mayb bcoz wake up 2 earli le ba
i woke up at 5 plus ytd mornin
coz haf 2 mit rosa at 7
so mayb dats y i felt so tired
psps evry1...i tried hard not 2 slp le
but i just cant...
aniwayz...
got back my maths quiz 2...
i managed 2 pass it!!!!!!
yea!!!!!!!
though i onli got 17 / 33
but i'm reali surprised dat i passed
coz i reali haf no confidence in dat quiz
lucki i passed...
heng arh~~~~
sianx...
common test cumin in 2 weeks time le
gonna wrk real hard
n achieve a good result
den wun b so tough 4 final exam le
jia you bei!!!!!

~love & peace~

2005-12-15T21:37:00.000-08:00

reach home at 1 plus tis mornin
went 2 watch king kong wif miao, hw n sis at jp
sis's dad drove mi n hw home

went 2 mit sis n hw at bugis after lesson
den waited 4 miao 2 cum
went 2 take neo prints again..lol
den went 4 dinner at pastamania
reach jp at 9+
sis parents r dere oso
coz dey catch e earlier show which is at 6
we watched 10 pm de
happen 2 c shanfu n his gf while waitin 4 miao
he didnt c mi...eeks

e movie started at quite punctuali la
tink is full hse lor
a lot of ppl
e king kong is so cute in e movie
especiali e way he laughs...LOL
damn freakin cute
my fav part is when king kong fite T-rex
1 king kong vs 3 T-rex
so power...
e last T-rex it fite is e best
king kong force open its mouth
den bite out e T-rex's tongue
after dat he force open its mouth til e bone breaks
den when it died
king kong still open n close its mouth
its 2 ensure dat its dead
damn cute here lor
den it still act proud in front of e lady after it killed e T-rex
jus feel dat e skull island is such a funni place lor
e mosquito is so BIG....
den got all sorts of weird tink
includin dinosaurs
den make mi link 2 sumtink else
"king kong in jurassic park" ??...LOL

but e movie show another side of human
e ugli side
e way dey capture e king kong is so inhumane
jus felt so sad 4 my own ppl (king kong)..lol
cing e sad look on its face reali melts my heart
e movie show jus how far human wld go
jus 4 e fame n money
freakin ass....haiz

didnt went 4 CATS n maths peer tutorin 2dae
felt kinda tired n had a slight headache
onli went 4 compro test which is at 5
manage 2 get 100 marks 4 both programs
but my mcq onli got 34 / 60
dats e bad tink
irks....
but still feel happi la
coz i manage 2 do e 2nd qns quite well
without much difficulty
haha...
mr chew still sae can go celebrate liao
LOL...

~love & peace~

2005-12-13T10:06:00.000-08:00

lol...esther went mad 2dae
she scolded e whole lecture clas
can c shes in a bad mood 2dae
not my problem aniwayz
as if i care so much
she can scold all she 1
its not gonna bother mi aniwayz
can sae dat i'm attitude kid or wat
but dats reali her problem
not mine...LOL
haiz...
eg2 is gettin tough le
started 2 struggle le
duno how
maths, maths n more maths
its damn freakin annoyin!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!

hmm...
slowli realisin sumtink
phoebe is gettin so cute!!!!!
so damn freakin cute lor
haiz...
but 2 bad she has a bf liao
if dun haf jiu hao le
hehe...
XPOSED!!!!
LOL...nonsense
lame craps n nonsense from mi again

~love & peace~

2005-12-11T07:20:00.000-08:00

lol...
did a reali interestin activity wif sis 2dae
had mutiple choice qns on msn
we asked each other qns abt ourself
den give 4 options
n as usual...
we bet on mentos again...LOL
haiz...
n as usual...i lost again
but veri close score
my score is 5 /18
sis is 6 /18
jus by 1 pt leh
irks!!!....haha
but its reali fun la
get 2 understand each other more
owe her 1 spermint mentos le...lol

bro bought mi a pair of shoe
converse de
he call back home suddenli at 7 plus
sae he got converse voucher
den ask mi wanna buy shoe anot
den mit him at west mall
west mall so happenin 2dae
duno y oso
tink e shoe not bad la
e main colour is white
den got black n grey oso
happi 2 get a new shoe
yea!!!!

~love & peace~

2005-12-10T18:54:00.000-08:00

~love & peace~

2005-12-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

watch Man U vs Benfica tis mornin...
haiz...damn disappointed
dey r kick out of champions league
dey lost 2 - 1 to Benfica
spoil my mood 4 e whole dae
dey didnt play dat badli
but jus so damn suay
e Benfica players r oso on form
but i dun like sum of the Benfica players
dey can get oscar award liao lor
one of the Benfica players...Beto, is reali good at actin
when saha foul sum1 else in e penalty box...
saha fell down n didnt reali had much contact wif him
but he fell so dramaticali n whine in pain
den e medical car came in n brought him out
e moment hes out of the pitch
he immediateli get down e car n 1 to get back 2 e game
he seems reali damn fine n nth wrong
LOL...true oscar winner lor..-_-''
den e rest of e players keep wastin time
keep actin pain whenever dey r fouled
lousi players dat r such ass

was particularli disappointed wif cristiano ronaldo
he didnt play dat well
he was so subdued throughout e whole match
hes so ezili fustrated oso
e Benfica supporter keep jeerin him
due 2 his former club is sportin lisbon
which is e arch rival of Benfica
when he was sub out...
he pointed middle finger
which is...-_-''
wats e pt of doin dat man...haiz

so saddenin as Man U is kicked out
its e 1st time in 10 years dey r kicked out in grp stage
wat a horrible tink 2 happen
haiz...
hope dat by being eliminated...
dey will b able 2 challenge 4 EPL title n win it back
at least its not so terrible
haiz...
disappointment after disappointment
when will it stop...

~love & peace~

2005-12-08T05:43:00.000-08:00

sum nice pics from er muo zai shen bian...

2005-12-06T01:01:00.000-08:00

hmm...
didnt blog 4 sumtime le...
coz nth much 2 update
tink e most happenin stuff is last sat ba

went 2 sis hse stay overnite wif hw n miao
suppose 2 play mahjong at nite
but ended up watchin vcd
its an idol drama starrin rainie & he jun xiang
its both funni n touchin
though quite drama la
rainie is damn funni n cute in e drama
he jun xiang is cool...
damn touched by e drama

its a 20 discs drama
we start watchin from midnite til sun 4 plus
madness act by us again...LOL
though mi n hw fell aslp durin sum part of e show
hehe...

watch star awards at nite
enjoy it veri much due 2 christopher n fann
dey r so compatible
shuai ge n mei nu...
haha...

~love & peace~

2005-12-01T08:35:00.000-08:00

lol...c e pic above???
does it remind u of sumtink???...haha
its a moment of inspiration by my brother
he wanted 2 do a unique wallpaper
n thot of e mac logo
but he added a local element in
tink its kinda of style
quite special n unique...LOL

went 4 CATS 2dae n rot dere
damn borin
borin clas...borin lecturer
bored 2 e core!!!!!!!!
haf more fun in iac
more frens over dere
e lecturer oso more fun

dese few daes quite borin
nth much 2 do...
si bey sian arh!!!!!
so xian mu sis...
now havin fun in K.L
haiz...
kinda miss her craps..LOL
hope she had a nice time dere bei

~love & peace~

2005-11-29T22:48:00.000-08:00

watch yu le bai fen bai 2dae
was moved 2 tears by xiao zhu
yu bai 2dae broadcast abt his concert
reali nice n style
his dancin is so nice
deres jolin, rainie & lee hom as guest

he said veri touchin stuffs durin e concert
his mum is oso moved 2 tears
he even left a seat 4 his dad
den he pointed 2wards e seat n sae :
"papa...ni er zi zai ban yan chang hui arh!!!"
den he oso sae :
"mama...wo ai ni!!!"
reali touchin scene
ur can sae dat i'm dumb or wat
but i'm reali moved 2 tears
reali sad...

den he oso sing zi wo chui mian while playin piano
veri shuai...
he oso played drums n guitar
den came e part whr he sing wif jolin zhen ming tian zi
love their dancin in tis song
den his last song is li liang
he onli manage 2 sing part of e song
coz he was weepin le
he tried reali hard 2 hold back his tears
after finishin e song
he cried out when hes at e backstage
moved 2 tears again...

durin e 1 hour show...
i duno moved 2 tears how mani times...lol
jus felt kinda sad...
haiz...

~love & peace~

2005-11-28T23:52:00.000-08:00

cute...

hw so beng...LOL

madness act by mi...-_-''

m5

bro_sis

evil sis...tryin 2 kick mi down

m5 again...lol

mi & drey

chief photographer n assistant at wrk

brosis bullyin hw...we r evil...HAHA!!!

brosis

sis is so slow...haha

enjoyin our chicken porridge

~love & peace~

2005-11-28T02:47:00.000-08:00

now 2.40 le...
jus finish bathin
got back jus a while ago
went out wif madness 5...haha
e 5 of us have nt gone out 2gether 4 a long time le
fun dae!!!!!!!!!

went 2 watch harry potter wif drey at cine 2dae
suppose 2 mit at 1...
den drey overslept
coz she onli reach home 5 am in e mornin
e movie is not bad
quite interestin n is funni at times
though dun understand sum parts
haf 2 keep askin drey...lol

miao came 2 mit us after dat
went 2 citylink 2 mit sis n hw
while waitin we stroll in citylink
den sis n hw went 2 burger king 2 wait 4 us
i nvr eat anitink dere
not feelin realli hungry
jus had a large ice tea

went 2 esplanade after dat
start of foto madness...lol
tink saw np female dragon boaters dere...haha
as usual...we walk from esplanade all e way 2 clarke quay
hw is e assistant 4 e dae
den i'm e chief photographer 4 e dae
took tons of fotos along e way
ask passerbys 2 help us take pics
den help tourist take pics oso...haha
by e time we reach our usual spot at cq
its aredi goin 2 b 12 le
decided 2 go 4 supper at outram b4 goin home

we stroll 2 outram slowli n along e way more foto madness
keep stopin along e way 4 fotos...LOL
had lots of fun along e way
wif my usual craps as usual oso..HAHA!!
hw looks damn tired
i feel tired oso
n e air seems 2 b reali stagnant
its reali humid...perspirin madli

finali reach e coffeeshop after sum time
all of us order porridge except hw
coz he dun eat porridge de...-_-''
share a bowl of chicken porridge wif sis
as usual she ate veri little
i ate 3/4 n she ate 1/4 onli...-_-''
no comments...LOL
finish supper aredi ard 1.40am le
decided 2 share cab home
but after askin e whole stretch of taxi
no taxi wanna take us...coz dere r 5 of us
decided 2 walk further down
saw a grp of drivers by e road when we wanna cross e road
1 of e uncle finali agreed 2 take us...
thank god!!!!!....finali lor
by e time got on cab aredi 1.51am le
wat madness...
its a mon aredi n i'm havin lesson at 8
feelin so damn tired now...Zzzzz

been a long time since e 5 of us go out 2gether
had lots of fun
enjoy e dae so much
though is tired...but its fun
madness 5 rulz!!!!!!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

~love & peace~

2005-11-27T02:35:00.000-08:00

now is 2.30 am le
jus finish watchin a show on channel 8
starrin richie ren
quite touchin
its abt e love story of a couple
dey get 2 noe each other on icq
e guy (richie) is actuali a disabled person
e gal had sum sad past
e guy owned a beach resort in thai
he invited e gal dere 2 help her 4get her past
den typical love story as dey fell in love

richie's doc had discovered a way 2 help him walk again
but its not experimented n dere may b sum risk
e gal offered herself
richie began 2 recover fast
but 1 dae...e gal discovered dat she had grown old
e experiment had failed n she is growin old at a fast rate
she went away 2 avoid richie
it wasnt long b4 richie knew e whole tink
he went 2 look 4 her...
she ask him 2 go away as she is so old
she's worried abt how ppl will look at dem oso
so richie went 2 look 4 e doc
he wanted e doc 2 do e same tink on him
n he grow old 2...

duno y...
jus felt so touched by tis show
seein dem so luvin til dey can make such a big sacrifice 4 each other
reali envy dem
i noe its jus a show...its not real
but jus cant help feelin reali touched
u can sae dat i'm lame or wat
but...jus cant help feelin dat way
*envy*

~love & peace~

2005-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

25 nov le...
so fast
1 year gonna pass by real soon
can time slip by ani more faster

nvr reali achieve much tis year
or shld i sae i achieve nth at all
jus being a useless guy 4 a year
rot all year round
repeatin module sumore
can it b ani worse
nth is goin smoothli 4 mi
arhz!!!!!!!!!!

jus feel like cryin
cry out all my worries n problems
mayb i'll feel better dat way
but so wat if i cry
nth's gonna change whether i cry anot
e world is not gonna change bcoz of mi
i'm jus an insignificant person
dat do insignificant tinks

jus feel like goin 2 e beach
n sit dere all dae long
relax my mind
jus felt so tired
eg2 is reali stressin mi damn lots
its killin mi
jus wanna relax...
dun wanna tink abt anitink
dun wanna tink abt hwk
dun wanna tink abt anitink at all
i jus wanna b more carefree
b rid of all worries
arhz!!!!!

~love & peace~

2005-11-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

2dae is mama's bdae
is my big auntie's bdae 2
coz my mum n aunt is twin..lol
bro n my cousin bought 2 cakes
bro bought a DVD player oso
quite flat n stylish
sang mum a bdae song
1st time celebratin 4 her...haha
mayb nxt time wif my bro treat mum n aunt 2 celebrate 2gether
coz we have nvr done dat b4

sianx...
eg2 is gettin on my nerves
when can maths stop hauntin mi
all e A-maths stuff is killin mi
feel like bangin my head against e wall
do e MOL revision again n again still wrong
wonder when can i ever get 6 stars...
haiz...
sumbodi pls save mi
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~love & peace~